Kiprobalhato wrote:
TW1ZTY wrote:
My sister has a trip to Madagascar coming up in a few months and we have to save every cent we get so she can go and we are flat broke.
is your sister a hippo, giraffe, penguin or lion or zebra by any chance
LOL
jk
i should give up on the idea that a relationship would make me happy, or on relationships with others at all. i guess i accept i'm a failure at anything social and i'm completely incapable of connecting with others in any way, without screwing up. i need to kill that part of myself because it's a chore to drag around. i don't want to need others but i still do.
wish i didn't. i've always been an island and it was my mistake to convince myself i was ever anything else.
Don't completely give up. Maybe you have just approached, or been approached by, people who are not compatible with u, and can't accept u for who u are. That doesn't mean you are on an island, unapproachable, just means you need to hold out for longer, and not completely lose faith that you will one day find the right friends and even partner. Even if it's not forever, so long as you experience the joys of finding compatible people for a while. I mean, nothing really lasts forever, except time itself perhaps.
I can see why you feel like you do, but trust me, telling yourself all that does not help, you may not end up disappointed, but you will remain lonely, and that is not something anyone can ever get used to, no matter how much they try to convince themselves, or indeed others, that they can/are. I mean, surely you don't want to risk ending up bitter because of it?
I don't know you personally, obviously, but going by your posts, you don't seem such a bad or undesirable person, and certainly don't deserve to hold such a burden
If you feel I'm speaking out of term, then I apologise, and I will keep my nose out. But, for what it's worth, I hope it happens for you
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