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Thinking about various contradictions

people who promote this kind of product like in the video





are the reason why the amricans are fat and ignorant.

i can't believe its 2016 and people (in the west) who are supposed to be more educated don't know how to lose weight and still believe working your ass off at the gym and doing a bunch of crunches every day is the way to low body fat percentage "six pack ****" and all the words they use to fool and mislead pple

it's 97% watching what u eat 3% other things "including" exercise

tbh the only 2 great things about it are michael jackson and its constitution it s a wondr a mirACLE

pondering over whether or not to pre-order the remaster of skyrim for ps4 that comes out next month. haven't been playing much anything lately, and had been thinking to start a new game in skyrim for the ps3 not long ago, only to hear it was being remastered.

my last character in skyrim was a female bretton, but quickly found myself forging daedric armor, enchanting it, and pretending to play as some sort of abyssal black falcon. my main weapons where fists(heavy armor gauntlets can be used as a weapon with damage equal to the gauntlet armor rating with a perk), and a daedric shield(looked kind of like a malformed wing in theme with the armor). so, she'd sneak roll into places, shield charge a room of enemies causing them to fly about, and then punch them around while they were getting up... was amusingly awesome. she could even take out legendary dragons by punching and shield bashing the waste out of them with enough patience, dragonrend, and with the use of much restoration magic... because, well, surely that was how the developers designed/intended the game to be played.

I can't breathe through my nose.

I couldn't breath through my nose last night all the way up until noon today cause I cried hardcore for two and half hours in the fetal position last night. I was trying to keep it down because I was worried my neighbor might hear me and check on me. I don't mind crying so, its actually refreshing to cry with a stuff animal in the corner but I imagine its not healthy at 26.

Unfortunately I believe the severity of my condition inhibits me from ever being involved in a meaningful relationship. It struck me the other day that my emotional and intellectual IQs must be too low to enable me to be with someone. On Wednesday, for example, my girlfriend (or perhaps that should be, "my close lady friend with whom I share intimate moments") was upset because, in a few days' time, there will be someone new volunteering in the reptilian store at which works. She was upset because the new girl, who has Asperger's syndrome and narcissistic personality disorder, has been rather bossy towards her in the past. Foolishly I confessed that I couldn't understand her feelings as her worries seemed rather frivolous and unwarranted to me. Such is my stupidity, I even managed to infer that she was being vindictive and self-centered. My point is, I do not believe I can offer the emotional reciprocity that a partner will invariably require in a relationship. When sorrow or anger arises, I usually shut down or add my own insensitive view, which leads to even more trouble.

trying to get some decent sleep

College football game, yay!

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Every day is a gift- cherish it!

"A true, true friend helps a friend in need."

Why is everyone around me insist that they're broken or some sort? Bullied, homeless, got addicted to drugs, gone criminal, got into jail, raped, went desperate, some unfulfillment, went through poverty, felt different, abused, accused, traumatized, blablabla...

Why can't I see my own past in such way? Why I can't make a huge deal out of things I went through? Is this wrong?

Is this wrong that I wouldn't share not because it's embarrassing or sensitive, simply because it's a now-insignificant memory? There's no denial nor disassociation, only apathy towards the memory I'm supposed to fear or get sad or angry at?
Or maybe because said memory doesn't affect me anymore?
Or maybe I got over it. Now I got over things all too quickly. Despite the emotion of the memory.

Am I getting less human? I know being numb and immune is not a sign of strength.

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answer? your a human being

No I am a gamer,

We are a different breed.

Being an ex-alcoholic apparently makes me even less tolerant of active alcoholics who don't want to change, just want to perpetuate their pathetic lifestyle and infect everyone else around them with it.

I haven't had a drink for over a month.