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23 Sep 2016, 6:06 pm

The last person around my age that I've talked to and it went well was Tristian. The second to last time at least, the last one... Well. And every other friend I've had since then, was never even real or is on here. And I still haven't gotten over Tristian, you could say the last time we talked to each other was when I realized that nobody in my area around my age even cares. And I just realized: today, two years ago. I'm honestly trying my best to not cry waterfalls right now...


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23 Sep 2016, 6:09 pm

Midnightstar16 wrote:
The last person around my age that I've talked to and it went well was Tristian. The second to last time at least, the last one... Well. And every other friend I've had since then, was never even real or is on here. And I still haven't gotten over Tristian, you could say the last time we talked to each other was when I realized that nobody in my area around my age even cares. And I just realized: today, two years ago. I'm honestly trying my best to not cry waterfalls right now...


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I am sorry, I am normally crying when I post here if it helps,



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23 Sep 2016, 6:13 pm

Finding God never felt so good :wink:



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23 Sep 2016, 7:53 pm

Midnightstar16 wrote:
The last person around my age that I've talked to and it went well was Tristian. The second to last time at least, the last one... Well. And every other friend I've had since then, was never even real or is on here. And I still haven't gotten over Tristian, you could say the last time we talked to each other was when I realized that nobody in my area around my age even cares. And I just realized: today, two years ago. I'm honestly trying my best to not cry waterfalls right now...


I'm sorry. It is difficult when you finally find someone who you can connect with and then they suddenly go away.



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23 Sep 2016, 7:58 pm

No one will ever love you like yourself, relationships are over rated and there is no such thing as unconditional love.

Now if you ever need to know what a scum bag I am, just remember that I know the above and I still hate myself which means people think even lower of me 8O



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23 Sep 2016, 8:01 pm

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--and there is no such thing as unconditional love.


I hope you're wrong about that Dc :|



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23 Sep 2016, 8:04 pm

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23 Sep 2016, 8:18 pm

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No one will ever love you like yourself, relationships are over rated and there is no such thing as unconditional love.

Now if you ever need to know what a scum bag I am, just remember that I know the above and I still hate myself which means people think even lower of me 8O



My mommy loves me unconditionally. :heart:

Actually, I'll tell you the story. I was being picked on, only a little, in the 1st grade. Tristan came in and stood up for me, under that goshdarned tree. (Which I hope catches on fire.) we were BFFs for the next two years, then in the third grade, I kinda liked him and word kinda spread around, and then one day he was complaining about how bad gossiping is, and then I said one may be true, and then, well, you get the picture.

THEN, we were in... that kind of relationship for four frickin' years, but then I dropped out of normal school, I still saw him every wendsday, (one wendsay, he showed me his bunch of Pokemon, and even gave me a copy of Pokemon Conquest, tecnically but not really my first Pokemon game EVER.) but then out of nowhere, well...
That was two years ago today.

Am I really that unlovable? :cry: :oops:


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23 Sep 2016, 8:27 pm

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My mommy loves me unconditionally. :heart:


This kind of innocence is why I love you...

But consider that murders and people that hurt children have mothers too, ISIS members have mothers as did Hitler. There is always a limit to love. If you were in a relationship with a man that beat you everyday would you love them? No and you wouldn't be expected to. I might be loved here but what if every post I made started bashing blacks and homosexuals? I don't have anything against either but you see my point. There is a limit, it might not be a limit that you or I would ever cross but when you say unconditional love that includes all manner of wickedness.



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23 Sep 2016, 8:36 pm

Well yeah, duh, but my mom said I was untaintable, soooo...


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23 Sep 2016, 8:39 pm

To expand on that point, not even God has unconditional love.

He hates Satan and I can provide verse after verse to support this but I am not because my bible is across the room and I am lazy but the point is love has limits. Unconditional love can't have limits thus unconditional love does not exist.



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23 Sep 2016, 8:41 pm

Midnightstar16 wrote:
Well yeah, duh, but my mom said I was untaintable, soooo...


Maybe not now, I wasn't either at 14 but you have this to look forward too in adulthood because man is fallen.



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23 Sep 2016, 8:58 pm

Guess what I just walked across the room and got?

Yup you guessed it,

Therefore as by the offence of one judgment came upon all men to condemnation; even so by the righteousness of one the free gift came upon all men unto justification of life. For as by one man's disobedience many were made sinners, so by the obedience of one shall many be made righteous. Moreover the law entered, that the offence might abound. But where sin abounded, grace did much more abound.

My bible is becoming more post it note then bible lol



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23 Sep 2016, 11:18 pm

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23 Sep 2016, 11:48 pm

I just got a text and...
.. Well...


.. I know how being a trustee was like online, now it just came true in reality. I wonder if this would be any different or much harder? :(
Sure I like secrets, but how am I going to set this in motion when the concept of social awareness in real life is a new thing to me??


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