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[quote="dcj123"]My 2010 college campus computer after being accused of hacking lol

Why did they do that?

This sums up so perfectly something I was trying to say earlier today. I failed and the other person didn't get it, but this is it; every connection I receive makes me feel guilty, because every connection I attempt feels like (is?) a lie.

Because I hacked into them maybe?

I honestly have no defense, I don't know what the hell I was thinking. Part of the insane motive came from the fact that a college professor was complaining about me being autistic over email so originally all I did was intercept this person emails (man in the middle attack in hacking concept). I guess I just didn't see social lines and didn't think I was hurting anyone since I wasn't doing anything bad like ID theft and before I knew it I had +4,000 user passwords from the campus on my hard drive...

All I can think is this,

I feel there are much wiser crimes that others could be accused of. I'll be honest, when I worked as a grocery clerk during grave yard shift many moons back, I was accused of stealing the vcr in the managerial office, which had the security tapes.

I have a very long rap sheet actually but I have some how avoided a criminal record, I have no freaking idea how. Maybe because I pretty honest in court, I don't know.

I did go gangster style on one judge though and enjoyed jail food for a while.

fyi, don't go gangster style on judges.

Also I don't mean to be sexist but RIP if your male and you get a female judge and if your lawyer publicly tells you to shut up in court, do it.

A better way to do that would have been to hack into the security system and replace the footage with old footage. I don't know if you can do that with a VCR but I've done it before.

[b]dcj123, I understand there has been a great deal of torment & turmoil within your life without you typing about such, as I'm neither judgmental nor critical of people who've had to deal with crap or bs in their lives

Well if anyone wants to judge me,

Then I don't really have anything to say, walk a mile in my shoes and you'd probably be in prison. I have adapted well and most everything I've done is minor and could have been fixed by explaining why it was wrong. I didn't make the best of judgement calls but most of the time it was legit lapse in judgement.

Except drugs, I love drugs but I haven't been accused of that yet.

dcj123, your a human being and I'll accept you as such until I'm no longer a human being, something I used to say to my grandmother when she was alive

Life, the Universe, and Everything...and my true feelings about someone. I feel muddled up inside.

I feel muddled up inside.[/quote]

here have a hug(((((((((((((((Kuraudo777))))))))))))

^Thank you kindly! *mew*

This Rune Factory 2 character sums me up rather nicely:

Yes I know I suck

(probably had nothing to with me but I am paranoid)

^No, it's a romantic context and has nothing to do with any WP member. If this person [who shall forever remain anonymous] loves me in a different way, and decides to love me in a different way seemingly out of the blue, then how do I come to accept that? It's not that much has changed with us...It's just startling, I guess. I feel bad for assuming romance was involved.

*Feel free to ignore my random relationship musings.*