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Apparently. I guess I'll have another meltdown over a phone call or something in celebration.

I kinda feel similar there, but I guess it transposes over regrets. I've figured out quite a bit recently, figured out the whys to those whats, and when one does that they're on the path of working with them. You maybe can't fix yourself, but you can't work with or around something you don't know that's there. Life sadly doesn't listen much (I hope you have plenty of more years).

^ I like the meltdown idea. It could be like a rave. An autistic rave. Millions of autists all over the world melting down at the same time. Maybe we could stop the Russian army in Ukraine with massive autistic meltdowns. Maybe the autists in the Russian army would join us in the mass meltdown. <joking>

Past my bedtime. I am clearly getting loopy.

Going to campus today

It's been a while I guess, just wanted to confirm that I'm around.

No campus today as I am sick.

^ So sorry to hear that. I hope you are better soon!

Lots to do.

The new Batman movie was incredible! I was quite literally jumping for joy at the end of the film because of how excellent it was

Wind

I have to decide between a Spot, an InReach, or another one, I forget the name but it only works with a cell phone. I don't want to take any of them. Part of the point of being in the wilderness alone is being alone and that means no contact with the rest of the world. Other people will feel better if I take one or another. I want to be mature and accept that and do it. But I also want to be stubborn and stick to my guns. And how do you know which to be at any given time?

We're about two hours into the new tax year 2022-23 in the UK.

HMRC, I love yoo-hoo-hoo-hoo-hoo. Not.

Getting a lot done today.

Classes end friday.

Still haven't made my next appointment with my therapist. I am considering seeing a new one but i don't feel like it since i have been seeing this one for years.

I am really p-o'd. I do not make good decisions in this state of mind. I work to transmogrify it. Worked for a while. Then it comes back, it builds up against itself, piling higher, accumulating more "evidence." Things I'm going to say which would not make anything better. I am rarely like this and even more rarely write about it.

I've been trying to work, but my printer stopped working and I have a new one, but have to set it up. Then the scanner stopped working. Took me two hours to go through all the tech steps to check and download new drivers, and another set of drivers and pretty soon I'm losing my mind when the last time it doesn't work. But this time, the drivers were working, but in a previous step, before the last installation, I had to disconnect a cable and forgot to reconnect it. So finally it is working. Meanwhile, the day is more than half gone and I haven't even started on the real work of the day.

So all the frustrations pile up on each other, foaming. Gotta not do stupid things.