^ Goody.
KitLily wrote:
Edna3362 wrote:
I think my 'charm' is turned on.
And I'm not sure why.
Because all the sudden, everyone recognizes me.
Or is paying attention to me.
Or being more patient than usual.
Or offers me more stuff.
Or giving me bits of compliments.
Or basically tries to have a casual interaction with me while passing by.
I don't know.
The thought that the whole city could recognize me crossed my mind before but it's still ridiculous.
Funny how that happens sometime isn't it! What are people noticing about us?
I honestly do not know.
I searched about this you see...
There exists autistics who are, well, have magnetic presence. Yet are not necessarily socially adept or even able to socially pass and blend themselves.
Sometimes I have it. Sometimes I don't.
It confuses me sometimes as to why it is the case.
Not that I'm paying attention to my body language and I struggle to control my tone because I'm not really a masker...
Sometimes I'm aware that it's on, sometimes I don't until it's too late and notice what people are doing around me.
No matter what kind of attraction I have, I still don't have an idea how to exploit it.
But I do know is that I cannot 100% rely on it. It's as bad as relying on everyone's kindness. But sometimes I can gamble, push my luck, and pray I don't become annoying.