Post something that made you UNHAPPY today.

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Finding that my checking account bounced, Again, no thanks to a check I wrote 8 weeks ago to have a locksmith open my room door, since I locked myself out and forgot my keys. I'm already in panic mode because of not having money to make my car payment, get my car out of the garage and pay my rent, pay my cell phone bill, pay my credit cards, get groceries and my melds, etc. Now I'll be lucky if I can pay my rent. I've been melting down all day about this. It's bad enough the church choir director job fell through, let alone the job at Papa John's. I don't like hitting people up for money, so I'm screwed.

My lunch order was all wrong.

my uncle/coworker badmouthed (or whatever i can call it) me in front of another coworker today.

"he's my nephew."

"oh, what's your name?" "kip?"

"yeah...i'm showing him how to work, he's lazy! he doesn't want to do anything!* always spending his dad's money, 'daddy, gimme gimme gimme!'"

and then i walk away.

(he motions 'come here'.)

"where is your wallet? cmon, show me your wallet!" and he knows i do not have my wallet.

never mind that not only has my manager informed me not to chat during working time, nor to take food samples, but my uncle himself did that there, all the time too.

*and never mind that i've been looking for work all my myself this summer! i think somebody wants me to do through impossibly confusing and contradictory commands what i cannot achieve!

Waiting around.

Light fingered thieves have royally cheesed me off today.
I would like to punch their noses, then take something that they have spent hours working on and burn it!

July is almost over and my main plan for this month was to make a lot of videos but everyone wanted to hang out with me out of nowhere because I didn't really have vacation plans etc and saying that I wanted to work on those videos didn't seem like a good reason to say no for me but now it's the 30th of July and I'm working on one video which has terrible quality because I have the worst video camera in history that records in a stupid .mod format and there are no proper programs that can convert .mod videos into a proper video file without any corruption, weird aspect ratios etc.

The moment I manage to get a camera that can record videos in normal 720p format I will probably smash the other camera with a hammer... maybe, the camera works great if you want to record 80's quality videos

Horrible weather. A thunderstorm, heavy rain, strong wind. I had to walk in all that for 10 minutes. My pant legs are soaking wet.

got stung in the face and back as a result of (unknowingly) standing too close to a wasp nest

this makeshift mousepad is garbage and i could not find the jug of disinfectant anywhere i looked, in the basement or not, while the container was running really low. damn ocd tendencies.

I am tired.

the same thing that makes me unhappy every day, pinky

...ill show myself out

There was a poll about how seriously people take horoscopes on another website, and some genius said that even if you read them just for fun, they are a gateway to hell and the bible is the only thing she reads.

So! Apparently I don't have to spend eternity in flames and ragged clothes being whipped for things like murder or starting a world war, but for being curious about what my horoscope in the newspaper says on my birthday!

I replied that if she doesn't force her on me beliefs about reading something as harmless as a newspaper horoscope will send you to hell, then I won't force my beliefs on her that the bible is a racist, sexist, outdated piece of hate literature.

Nothing.

I can't help thinking that my father's very close friend died earlier because of his doctor's mistake/negligence. I knew he was dying soon but the way it happened was unnecessarily horrible. His wife cannot stop crying and cannot even talk about it yet.

my great aunt died earlier this week.

i used to mess wit her chickens (never actually hurt one though) and i didn't even get to apologize. haven't seen my mom dry in so long.

I dropped my laptop when I tripped over its charging cable, and its properly broken now.