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Major motherducking ambivalence. I want to stay commited, well and just plain Ok. but something is there, its evil!

and its calling my name.

I can't think of what music to listen to while I work >_<... and there's a lot of work >_>

I'm going to get drunk in a bit, take a shower (i stink. ) then pass the f-ck out

I'm thinking about how my dad got in a car accident today. The brakes failed on the car he was driving and it drove itself straight into the path of an oncoming truck. My dad wasn't wearing a seatbelt.

He didn't die, and there were no apparent injuries. Key word: apparent. He has been acting strangely though, which has me worried that maybe there are internal injuries which haven't quite manifested yet.

He could barely keep his eyes open while sitting down to watch television. In fact, when I was right in the middle of talking to him, he didn't make eye contact and his eyelids closed like he was going to sleep even though he was sitting upright.

Tonight his smiles were weak and he didn't laugh, which is very unusual for my normally jovial dad. He also went straight to bed and, if my brother and I hadn't caught him, we wouldn't have gotten a chance to say goodnight. That bothers me, because normally my dad is so eager to bid me goodnight that he will track me down and interrupt whatever I'm doing in order to get a goodnight kiss.

I will keep everyone posted on any new developments.

I would kidnap him and take him to the hospital immediately.

I have a sore in my mouth and I am trying to distract myself online so I won't bite it and make the sand sound because it is already so raw. (oh, and this all came about from flossing )

a bunch of nonsense. school, future, present, planets, comparing earth to other planets.

I'd rather look like someone who's on the spectrum than look like some woman who wants to get rid of autism. I can't stand Jenny McCarthy or Hillary Clinton.

What to do today.

i've always wanted to post this song in here. but georgia hs never been on my mind
[youtube]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Thls_tMuFkc[/youtube]
it still isn't

Generally, as people with AS, we are not helping ourselves, I feel...

checking out my My 27.4 ct fire agate from slaughter mountain. simply the best thing i've owned the last couple of years

^ In the sense that we want acceptance, but many of us do not help our case.