Post something that made you UNHAPPY today.

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Being in an occupational choice that is non-compatible..

Having to see someone I do not like.

My stepfather lost his job, and he and my mom will have to move elsewhere within the next month.

nothing.

My dad came over to fix my washing machine, which was flooding the kitchen last night. He seemed to have it fixed because I was able to finish yesterdays' wash without any problems. Then I decided to wash all the towels I had used to soak up the water. Then it happened again!

Now I'll have to call my parents and tell them the bad news, and I'll have to wait at least until tomorrow to have it checked again. Maybe the towels were too heavy from being saturated with water, but they'd get that way anyway in the wash and I never had problems with them before. This time I mopped up as much water as I could since I only have a couple of clean dry towels and I'll need them when I take a bath tonight. First my sewing machine and now this. Ugh.

Bumped into an old school "friend" today (seems not right to call her that as she was just a member of the group I hung around. She did take me to a party once I suppose). Greeting was awkward and short and made me feel self conscious of my poor conversation skills.

But even if I did have the skills I still wouldn't care to ask how her life has been, so there.

I suppose it's being reminded of how I don't have any significant other i.e girlfriend/romantic partner..

Meltdown late last night after my idiot father let the cat escape for the millionth time because he never looks down before opening the door to go outside. The cat would have been dead or lost had I not been awake and able to go catch her, which I almost didn't. A few months ago one of the dogs got out and she was run over and killed, and there have been multiple escapes and recaptures since then. The stress of wondering when my dipshit parents will do this yet again and result in another animal death builds an anger and rage inside me that just explodes sometimes. Luckily I waited until I was alone in my bedroom for that to happen.

Well, Jory I can relate to you on that level as when family cat Archie was much younger he always had the habit of not only attempting escape but, often would though never did he cross the street, rather through the backyard,across the fence into the subdivision behind me, where he almost wound up being placed in wild animal customy..

Yeah, I'm wondering when I'm going to be arrested or shot because I'm wandering through the front yards and driveways of neighbors at midnight trying to find a runaway cat in the dark. Of course I'm far less frustrated with the animals than I am with my parents who keep letting this happen. Last night I wanted nothing more than to punch my father in the mouth as hard as I could. I'm not eager to get kicked out or go to jail again over a stupid fight (once was quite enough) so I somehow managed to bottle it up until I was alone.

I could not see the eclipse

Waiting for my mom.

couldn't take my meds

I can't connect with him. I can't connect with anybody. It's just going to be me, my prized inanimate objects and one-sided obsessions with people for the rest of my life.

nothing.

Getting tired of this now. I really don't want to go over there anymore.