Post something that made you UNHAPPY today.

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I have to wait till next week for my class.

The lack of joy I am deriving from studying Java programming.

waking up at 11 (again) and hiding in the bathroom, waiting for someone stop knocking, give up and leave.

Waking up 3 times in the night during a space of 5 1/2 hours.

Shutting down

I have a doctor's aptt. later today and I'm pretty sure I'm gonna get diagnosed with another tumour in my tummy like I had operated on back in 2000.

I give up.

On the weekend he was literally superglued to my side, and today and yesterday I can count the number of sentences we said to each other on one hand. He certainly looks like he never wants to be interrupted. At least I now know I'm only partly to blame for the social missed connection I suppose.

My upstairs neighbour makes massive noise, and woke me up this morning with banging, crashing, thudding, scraping sounds, as if he was moving serious furniture around. It sounds like someone has just pushed over a massiv bookcase, or picked up the end of the sofa then forcefully dropped it. The sounds are bizarre and not just ordinary "oops dropped a coffee mug/dropped a dictionary...."

This happens a lot. He can't be moving/rearranging furniture every day of the week....so what gives???

I know that he has issues --- I've gone up and politely spoken to him about the noises before. He has epilepsy but is under medication for it, but some of these noises could not be accounted for by a seizure; they are prolonged, I hear footsteps marching across my ceiling in between the crashing thudding noises of what sounds like the furniture, etc. He seems to have other mental issues also.

I'm trying hard NOT to think he's totally an as*hole because I know he has mental issues; but I can't help wondering if some of this noise making is bitterly intended -- he seems to do it in the early hours of the morning, and just after I've gone to bed (he probably hears my TV switched off).

Some of the thumps and thuds are SO loud and so sudden that I've physically jumped and made an involuntary shriek out loud, in shock.

I'm going to have to talk to the managers of my building soon, but I don't want to play the aspie card. I believe these noises would be impossible to live with even for an NT, and it's not just my ASD that makes it horrible to live under or seem loud, it really is outside of normal noises. I'm miserable. All the other tenants are quiet older people, as the former one above me was. Why do I have to live underneath the younger, problem tenant?

Marijuana is still illegal in Ohio. I don't give a f***about the monopoly, all I want is the severely epileptic children to be okay.

nothing.

My tumour suspicion in my earlier post was confirmed and I was told they need to take it out.

Writer's block during NaNoWriMo. I was rocketing along, and suddenly--

missed two questions on my lab quiz.

It's my birthday today, it's poring rain again..but that's ok, what is not ok is my 4yr old dryer broke, I check my emails and receive the phones/internet bill, my son think waking me up at 5am is a good idea, The same son has a massive meltdown this morning over a drink bottle, I realise how irksome my world is when I have to message someone to ask for advice on if I should/shouldn't buy someone else a gift for their birthday tomorrow because I have no clue what is expected or what sort of friend they are.
Then I have my own meltdown.

hey...happy birthday.


i hope it rains on my next birthday.

Getting chummy with each other aren't they? It's nice to know he has good friendships with everyone but me. Interactions between us are pretty much strained out of our rectum.