Post something that made you UNHAPPY today.

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My anxiety attack may have cost me a chance to go to a comedy show tomorrow, because my Zoloft won't f***ing work like it's supposed to. I've also costed myself Cleveland Comic Con last month because I had to watch my nephew. I never get to go anywhere exciting anymore.

My hangover segued right into being sick, so now it just feels like the longest hangover ever.

The weather isn't helping with the constant wind gusts and change in temperature and humidity.

Had a shutdown followed by a meltdown today at work.
Triggered by someone touching me.

Don't touch me.
Don't f*****g touch me.

I've been bloaty all week. Lost my diet motivation.

Waiting for my mom to get home.

I had a disappointing dream last night. It was Christmas Eve, and I'm surrounded by family members. I got great gifts, including video games, art supplies, books, and even gift cards and money. The disappointing part was the fact that I woke up and found out it was still November.

Well, this would seem trivial I suppose realizing that I'll be spending another Christmas without my older brother whom, passed away decades back.. I'm not in bereavement mode just feels odd & empty during the holidays that's all.

nothing.

I'm unhappy, no, make that ABSOLUTELY FURIOUS that my mum showed her true colours today. She confirmed my suspicions about her being a prejudiced, ignorant idiot who won't even try to realise that maybe not ALL refugees who come here are opportunistic paracites looking to both steal her job AND live like lords on benefits. I mean, they come here with nothing - and Norway's not exactly the warmest place in wintertime - and live in cold, filthy refugee housing, they get a very small amount of money each week, they come from war, horrifying boat voyages, some even BICYCLE from RUSSIA and when they come here, people sit in their chairs in front of their fire places with their lap full of remote controls and snacks and their bodies full of fat and look at the refugees with contempt. I GET SO ANGRY!! Every year the newspapers REVEL with glee because Norway's the best country in the world, OF COURSE THEY SHOULD COME HERE! Why the hell not!

They're FLEEING WAR! F**K'S SAKE!

I won't be speaking to my mum for a long while.

I was cleaning up with a group while volunteering at a food pantry today. I'm happy I got to help. But I wish I wasn't so quiet and awkward...most people were talking with each other while they put things away and I was too shy to say much. When I did speak, I often just made awkward statements and had short conversations.

Appointments in an hour.

Horribly snowy weather forecast overnite and I'm not off my job until midnite. Already looking gloomy out.

People taking forever in the checkout line.

I read the most depressing political comic today. It is about Madeleine remembering the Paris attacks. My childhood is ruined.