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23 Dec 2016, 6:07 pm

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Why do I have to log in almost every time I'm refreshing the page tonight.......................... I'm (hopefully) close to bedtime. I will have quite a hangover tomorrow, and I have no one else to blame for that then myself :mrgreen: :roll:


lol

Not really a reply to that but I have only been high once since my (short) absence and I am not high now :mrgreen:

I think I have quit enough to quit completely after Christmas :mrgreen:

I am going to be baked over the holidays if I can help it though lulz

My dad is a very hard person to be around, I am sure he will let me know how (R word) I am over this weekend. He has said some horrible things about me being on the spectrum and the funny thing is, I don't think he has ever thought about it. He doesn't mean to be a jerk, he just is and he'll get confused if you point it out.



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24 Dec 2016, 3:47 am

i left my old toothbrush in donji grad. :heart:


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24 Dec 2016, 5:13 am

Why does it have to be 40 degrees celsius this Christmas? That's ridiculously hot!


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24 Dec 2016, 6:23 am

one of my biggest issues is that many times when someone tells me they do something differently than i do, i interpret it as "i'm better than you".


tell me i'm not alone in this feel.


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24 Dec 2016, 6:27 am

Wish I could sleep.



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24 Dec 2016, 6:43 am

Kiprobalhato wrote:
one of my biggest issues is that many times when someone tells me they do something differently than i do, i interpret it as "i'm better than you".


tell me i'm not alone in this feel.
You're not. I feel that way too. Except in a few fields that I'm knowledgeable in where I know the way I'm doing it is best suited to me and my situation.

But for the 99% of human endeavours that I'm not knowledge in I feel exactly like you.


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24 Dec 2016, 6:54 am

Thank god for strength training, a safer outlet when I want to hurt myself.
Need to hurt myself almost.

Stuck in a cycle of guilt>anger>self-pity this morning. The last one especially is pissing me off.



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24 Dec 2016, 6:59 am

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Thank god for strength training, a safer outlet when I want to hurt myself.
Need to hurt myself almost.

Stuck in a cycle of guilt>anger>self-pity this morning. The last one especially is pissing me off.
Hugs. I hope you're ok racheypie.


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24 Dec 2016, 7:12 am

^ Thanks. I'm just sick of letting people down.



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24 Dec 2016, 8:33 am

One of my dogs died yesterday, and I feel bad that he won't be here for Christmas. I know he would have been in a lot of pain, and it makes me feel better knowing he isn't suffering anymore. The house feels empty without him, and it has only been a day.


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24 Dec 2016, 8:48 am

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One of my dogs died yesterday, and I feel bad that he won't be here for Christmas. I know he would have been in a lot of pain, and it makes me feel better knowing he isn't suffering anymore. The house feels empty without him, and it has only been a day.
Awwww. Hugs for you too.


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Hamm: Clov!
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Hamm: We're not beginning to ... to ... mean something?
Clov: Mean something! You and I, mean something! [Brief laugh.] Ah that's a good one!
Hamm: I wonder. [Pause.]



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24 Dec 2016, 1:45 pm

This is a odd little chip I found...

I found an old sata to usb adapter so I fired her up and it produced a smell... that is not quite burning... no smoke, everything looks to be normal, not hot, LED is good, everything works so I don't think I fried it but... it smells... kind of like a new power supply... if that is even a thing (I personally smell new power supplies). Can't tell if I want to plug a drive into this 8O

Its very dusty so maybe its burning dust...

Doesn't smell fried but don't smell great either... I prefer no smell from my hardware :?



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24 Dec 2016, 1:47 pm

SilentJessica wrote:
One of my dogs died yesterday, and I feel bad that he won't be here for Christmas. I know he would have been in a lot of pain, and it makes me feel better knowing he isn't suffering anymore. The house feels empty without him, and it has only been a day.


Awww I'm sorry to hear that :heart:


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24 Dec 2016, 1:54 pm

1) What I want to eat.
2) Am I going to be too cold with these clothes on.
3) Why am I filled with random and rather unexplainable energy and joy right now? As far back as I can remember I've never been like this...I just want to jump up and down and grin wider than my face will allow.

(Genuinely, I have absolutely no reason to be this happy right now. If anything I should be bored/stressed/sad...?)


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24 Dec 2016, 1:54 pm

dcj123 wrote:
This is a odd little chip I found...

I found an old sata to usb adapter so I fired her up and it produced a smell... that is not quite burning... no smoke, everything looks to be normal, not hot, LED is good, everything works so I don't think I fried it but... it smells... kind of like a new power supply... if that is even a thing (I personally smell new power supplies). Can't tell if I want to plug a drive into this 8O

Its very dusty so maybe its burning dust...

Doesn't smell fried but don't smell great either... I prefer no smell from my hardware :?


DAMN DAMN DAMN...

Found problem...

Its fixable though...

Also damn it, bad capacitors smell horrible... :?

They all look like they need to be replaced :roll:

I hope I leave here soon...