Post something that made you UNHAPPY today.

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...the inability to post, without the system logging me out (multiple times per post), upon each and every attempt I have made...

The used supposedly Like New game I bought on eBay came in today & it lags & sound cuts in & out. I just contacted the seller.

that the gop still exists.

Nothing.

Several inches of worthless snow out there.

My mom bullying me into taking a nap, even though I wasn't sleepy.

the rain hasn't stopped or slowed long enough for me to go outside today.

the unpleasant notion that some people believe the following lies,
1- that Egyptian Pyramids were built by African(negroid) persons.
2 That Autism in all of is variants are caused by the mmr vaccination shot.

That I didn't organize my time in the morning and I was late when I met a good friend (that I hadn't seen for weeks), and she seemed to be pissed about that, and I felt quite guilty. Although I apologized then I felt bad and I was overthinking while being with her, instead of enjoying the time. And that she took me around for running errands in crowded places, when I really wanted to sit and talk about us.

I was just reminded how next month it will be all about Autism Awareness, not Acceptance, and NTs will be doing the usual worthless garbage with their puzzle ribbons and blue light bulbs and walks for a cure. They are still clueless on how offensive that is. I can see why April was picked to be Autism Awareness month because the people who support it are all FOOLS.

lostonearth35, I've often seen myself like the fictional mutants in the X-men who simply look to be accepted by society though, often perceived as being strange and potentially dangerous. Hopefully one day autistic people will be seen as human beings not some sort of deviation of normalcy.

I had an obligation this evening....had been planning to attend this for several days....but here I am sitting on the couch. It seems like I flaked out, yet again....yet it's enjoyable to just hang out at home...I don't know if I let myself down more by not going, or if I had went.....that disconnect and conflict makes me sad. Especially when I feel I kind of let others down who are expecting me to be there.

Well, don't go mad at them, since it's with a good intention (mostly). Although sometimes I'm sure it doesn't help at all.
I will be at the awareness week as a volunteer in some workshops with children in (and out) the spectrum. It's about illustrations for tales, a way to give the children some tools to express themselves through visual art.
And it makes sense that we do it that week, and that the media covers it, cause it's a way to get a public subvention for doing those workshops all year long.

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There have been situations/scenarios wherein, I've felt the same Maple78 and on this account its a matter of how you have fared in the past in those encounters, in that did you do well? If not then remaining in your abode is a logical response. However, ever single scenario one can't say for sure but, I, myself have often chosen to not attend social gatherings but, there are time when I have yet this is not frequent.
I hope this has been seen in the beneficial manner in which I intended as such?

Thank you, Kazanscube I think that is useful....thinking about how I've fared in the past in that particular situation would help me see things more logically and feel I am making a controlled intentional decision rather than responding irrationally to a sense of generalized dread. If I can see the light at the end of the tunnel of a process, then it changes things....but if I can look through the tunnel and see no light, then I can know it's simply wise to avoid it.

Two sensory displeasures at once... nearly gave me an anxiety attack.

brother was shouting, which was making me feel dizzy and overloaded, then my dad suddenly touched my back... I get he was probably trying to help, but it made my heart feel like it was exploding.