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22 Apr 2016, 10:27 am

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22 Apr 2016, 3:36 pm

I feel like I'm both premenstrual and perimenopausal at the same time. I feel like murdering the next person who looks at me funny, I spent most of the afternoon sleeping, and just taking my garbage down stairs and putting it outside made my heart race and feel like I was about to collapse. It's a nice, sunny spring day but that will just make me feel horribly overheated and I feel guilty for staying inside on such days but walking is boring, which is all there is to do. There is no one I can visit or go out with. I'd like to pick up some craft supplies but I'm nearly broke and taking a cab would cost 14 dollars altogether.

I have nothing to look forward to except my whole body shutting down on me, losing my freedom, my health, and my mind. What's the point of living to middle age?



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22 Apr 2016, 6:26 pm

Scrapping my knee. :x


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22 Apr 2016, 8:34 pm

Woke up at 6:30pm... for like the third time or so in a row.


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22 Apr 2016, 8:41 pm

I woke up early because of a noise next door & I couldn't fall back asleep so i got less than 5 hours of sleep.


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22 Apr 2016, 10:44 pm

I just learned my country got a D on the environmental report card, while my province got a D -.

And yet Japan, with all its nuclear and tsunami disasters, got a B.

I just want to take a knife and chop up my arms into a bloody mess.



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23 Apr 2016, 3:37 am

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I know it's cruel and horrible to say people with eating disorders are just stupid, but some of the stuff I just read on TV Tropes about "Misaimed Fandom" makes it seem like they are. For example there was once a PSA about anorexia that showed women where were thin and skeletal. It was supposed to show what a terrible disease it really is, but girls watching who are anorexic *wanted* to look like that. They thought the women in the PSA were perfect because they were skin and bones, and if *they* didn't look like skeletons, then they were fat and hideous, or so they thought. I guess if you're anorexic skeletons look amazing and beautiful while people at a healthy weight look like Jabba the Hut. I don't even want to know what they must think I look like. :(

and then there was the infamous "ipecac contest" on Family Guy. It was meant to show what a stupid, awful, potentially dangerous idea that was, but it ended up increasing ipecac use among teen bulimics.

What a stupid world we have the misfortune of being in. :shrug:


Being skeletal looks like the most efficient way to bereave the female body of its naturally great ability to give and receive pleasure. I wonder if they can enjoy a simple hug. It looks like it'd be all too easy to accidentally break a bone of theirs in the process. Of course, if the would-be hugger is fat, they'll probably think it's a good riddance.


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23 Apr 2016, 3:40 am

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And yet Japan, with all its nuclear and tsunami disasters, got a B.


i hardly think that's in their control...


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23 Apr 2016, 3:53 am

I discovered that my ex (who I still spend time with occasionally) likes someone else. I guess I should be encouraged that I felt quite upset as I usually feel nothing at all.


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23 Apr 2016, 9:50 am

Nothing now.


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23 Apr 2016, 3:12 pm

I'm hungover and I hate everything right now.


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23 Apr 2016, 4:48 pm

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23 Apr 2016, 6:18 pm

I think I did something to my shoulder getting into bed laat night. My arm twisted the wrong way and I heard a crunch. I have sharp pains whenever I lift my arm in a certain way today. Meh oh well.



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24 Apr 2016, 2:50 am

Danae wrote:
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i know the feeling, and it stings. we were the closest, she was the closest i had ever had, i was the closest to her...at the time. the asymmetry didn't hurt then like it does now, retrospectively. that was the best time of my life then.

now i watch her go through life from a distance as an observer, living in the same town, eating the same places i eat at, walking down the same streets, seeing each others pictures online, yet never saying a word to each other. it feels like we are separated by oceans and time zones but in reality, one single message is all it could take.

it's all it could ever take.

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24 Apr 2016, 3:04 am

I've lost count of the times I experienced that, except we were never close in the first place.


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24 Apr 2016, 3:26 am

:(

time always goes by too quickly when you're with your significant other. but i suppose there are far worse things.


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