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I'm wondering if I should walk down to Stepping Stones in the snow and ice today. I have ice cleats, but will that be enough?

Nothing, really.

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Feel free to talk to me, if you wish.

Every day is a gift- cherish it!

"A true, true friend helps a friend in need."

John Lennon was not a horrible person. He made most of his mistakes when he was young. We all make mistakes when we're young.

Wondering what level of caffeine would NOT treat my digestive system like a set of bagpipes. Or at least do what it's supposed to.

Wine + internet does strange, usually bad things. However, I (eventually) woke up today with an email telling me to contact the store manager of a local charity shop I know. I'd only tipsily signed myself up for voluntary work in my area! I'm utterly terrified; being a retail assistant is a very hands on job that often includes a great deal of talking and eye contact. Nevertheless, I guess I must have had some kind of epiphany the previous evening, so challenge accepted. :/

A little update on the progress in the apartment. The electrical problem is solved. They just made a hole in the wall, and accessed the fusebox that way. They have also put in the heating cables on the bathroom floor. I have added a couple of things I want to have done, like for example a new floor on the terrace. The extra costs are minor compared to the total bill.

I made a boiled egg, and it tastes like a boiled egg.

tomorrow's appointment

I'm about to venture out into the cold. I'll keep dreaming of a green summer.

I just got my hair cut and colored-and not a moment too soon. it was getting too long and looked terrible.

i'm taking my omeprazole again.

i hope i do not regret this in 50 years.

Just because I had accepted my own limitations, that does not mean I'll stop there.

I'm TOO young to be 'content'. I have yet to figure things out, limitations or not.
Unless my time has come that is, I have all the time in the world. It's just restricted by physical, systematical, and artificial means.

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With every meltdown I feel weaker.

I don't think any of my family understands how every single meltdown makes me feel so physically and mentally awful that I want to kill the pain by killing myself.

And being let down by men f*cking hurts. It's the thing not to say, but f*ck it.

One of these days I will kill myself and nobody will care.

I can't even think properly anymore.

I want a man to tell me that I'm important, and I matter. And that I mean the f*cking world to him and he'll marry me.

AND NO CUTTING OUT. And STOP MAKING ME DO ALL THE WORK. I HATE IT.

So, what now? I keep trying to fight the part of me that says, "Don't say this or they'll think".

Maybe I should just go to the train station and jump.