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My mom telling me off for not wearing "proper clothes" for my job interview today.

The student-run newspaper at my school {where I am going for my interview} does not have a dress code.

coworker

I have a sore throat, it's uncomfortable and I feel a bit cloudy.

I accidentally got hot glue on my right index finger. It really hurt, the glue sticks to your skin while it burns, and now I have a big blister on my fingertip.

I got a recipe off the internet because I thought it would be nice and it was Horrible it was too gluggy and I ended up chucking it in the bin.

Being belittled by people who I thought were my friends, but really didn't have my back. I'm sure I'll get over it soon, but right now I have to restrain myself from doing anything nasty to them to the point I've gone out with nicer people and let animal therapy do it's thang.

Erectile dysfunction

One of my flatmates has a few newts. I found five of them last night wandering along the corridor and eventually crawling into my room through the generous gap under the door. After a long time pondering what to do with them, I put them in a plastic bag and hung it from my flatmate's door handle, warning him.

He apologized and said he didn't know how they could escape. He was away and took some time to come back. I didn't see what he did later, but I noticed the bag was gone.

I thought I could finally go to bed. Well, I was wrong: one by one, four newts crawled into my room again. Their owner and his friends were probably sound asleep by then, and our neighbors are already quite pissed off with our noises, so I had to stay silent and deal with this mess on my own. I put them in a small plastic box, with a little water in case their skin got too dry and a bunch of holes I made one by one on the lid with a pin, lacking better means. I'm not even sure they're enough, even though it took me its sweet time and made my thumb sore.

Then I let myself collapse on my bed for some much-needed sleep. I haven't yet talked to my flatmate again and I'm afraid of killing the newts and getting in trouble. Also, there's probably another newt somewhere just out of my sight, since I only caught four. If I let them wander freely again, I'll be busy all day with them, since they'll keep coming back to my room.

I recall hearing odd little noises at night for some time already, so I think this wasn't exactly the first time they "escaped". I suspect they're being let loose on purpose.

Ugh I feel so sick today

I dreamed about the girl who hurt me.

I am not sure what I want to do. Most things are rather taxing, and there are very few things I find enjoyable.

I'm tired, and I can't sleep, and I'm bored but I don't know what to do.

It feels sort of empty.

I just wanna sleep all day. I don't wanna do anything. It feels like there's nothing I'm good at and nothing I enjoy.

I don't have anyone to talk to. I'm lonely. I'm scared.

After the newts came a tiny frog. I couldn’t catch it and it hid in a place where we’re most unlikely to find it before it suffocates or dehydrates to death

Lately I've just kind of been pissed off at everyone and everything. I've been feeling like this cat.


Ironically, this cat is actually really cute. I'd want to pick it up and hug it, but I'm afraid it would claw my face off. : D

This place, instead of being a place I can feel that others understand me and are on my side in things I face or deal with, is in fact a source of stress because there are people here who are unsupportive, cynical OF EACH OTHER HERE when that's the last thing anyone who comes here needs. We get enough sh!t from the regular world out there.