Post something that made you UNHAPPY today.

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Heat, lack of transportation, isolation, civic holiday.

And feeling that all WP does is remind me what a complete loser I really am who can't do anything right or do it well, and the world would be happy if I died because I have no job nor family or a life and therefor I am worthless. I used to think I was really at good at drawing and writing, that they were about the only things I was good at, but I'm not. I look at them now and see millions of mistakes and errors that make the worst-looking webcomics that were made with computers instead hand-drawn on paper like mine look like masterpieces, and I will never be a real writer or a cartoonist and no one cares anyway so I may as well die.

Much to my surprise, I cannot think of anything that has made me unhappy today. However, receiving an invitation to an interview for an apprentice accountancy position has certainly made me anxious. I guess I should be excited about the opportunity, but after failing what seems like over a million job interviews, it's difficult for me to be overly optimistic. Considering my self-esteem has never been lower, I am seriously thinking about cancelling on the recruiters. I cannot adequately express in words how much I hate job interviews. I am 99% sure that I will either self-deprecate or my mind will go completely blank.

Been out in the woods practising survival skills (making shelter, finding food, making fire - the Ray Mears kind of stuff) and when i came back i saw a red patch. It looked like a normal mosquito bite and i didn't think much about it - until today: i found that it had transformed into an intense red area (Can feel that something was injected). Should have worn long sleeve shirt/pants.

Just hopes it's not TBE or Borelia, or i'll be munching antibiotics with my cornflakes soon. No secondary ring though, but you can never be sure.

The problem with me is that i feel when the tiny bloodsuckers (Mosquitos) land and i smack them, but at times they are quick to inject their crap. Normal people can have flies walk over their faces and not feel a thing, but i feel every gust of wind on my skin...

My dog pooped on the floor.
And apparently proceeded to scatter it all over the room. I was home alone.

...At least I know how to clean it up.

Waking up from another night of solid nightmares.

We are a day late getting home from vacation.

School is starting back.

A combination of caffeine abuse and prolonged periods of stress is beginning to take its toll on my skin. A good night's sleep continues to desert me and as a consequence I look like hell.

Being told off by my sister for having an anxiety attack as I was eating breakfast this morning.

That's downright unpleasant and inhumane. I'll be honest I've had a panic attack though never in a scenario within close proximity of my family members however, one should not demonize someone for such..

The realisation that my interview today was only to determine what I can possibly do with my life.

Yet my invitation had stated that I would be interviewed for a trainee accountant position.

nothing.

I have today and tomorrow off work so I decided to go back to sleep again this morning. I woke up a half an hour later with a charley horse in both calves. Damn my active job that allows few times to hydrate myself.

Having to make (bad) choices for others.