Post something that made you UNHAPPY today.

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I'm in so much pain from my neck surgery I can't even put on a shirt. I needed to tie a rope to the end of my bed to even sit up in bed. I got stuck on my side and I had to have my dad come pull me up cause I couldn't even move I was in so much pain.

I made so many mistakes at work today that I barely got anything done.

Like do half an hour of work, then start it again because of a mistake, then start it again because of another mistake, then start it again because of another mistake.

I felt really bad when I heard another guy had done literally seven times as much work as me. I felt so worthless, like I don't even deserve to have a job or I'm not intelligent enough to be employed there.

As the hours passed by, I tried to go faster so I'd get more done in what little remained of the day. I was so stressed I could feel it tangibly.

Maybe this caused me to make more mistakes.

It's like this a lot of days. I don't work that much slower but if I make a mistake I have to start again. I know everyone makes mistakes but the trouble is I make fifty times as many mistakes as the other workers there! Maybe I'm just stupid. Or maybe I just didn't try hard enough to be careful.

They keep on telling us to go faster. Then I rush it. Then I make mistakes but the other workers there are able to rush without making any mistakes. They do it much faster than me without making any mistakes.

If I can't do a basic IT job like this than that probably means I'm not cut out for any other type of work either. Most jobs are harder than my one. Most other managers are less forgiving about falling short of quotas.

They do this awful thing every morning where they get us to stand in a circle and say how much work we did previous day. I usually did the least amount. I kept imagining my embarrassment tomorrow morning when I tell them that I did nearly zero work today.

I just feel like everything I do at work or outside of work is a mistake. Why can't I be smart like other people?

nothing.

That a fellow online gamer was called a derogatory remarks.

I can't go back to my normal sleeping schedule, obvious physical lack of sleep. I don't want to do group activities. Grumpy.

I am pissed that I paid £4 for four medium-sized battered prawns, which were served with a 'salad' - a few tomatoes and spinach leaves - and some chili dipping sauce.

My insomnia made me unhappy yet again.

My autism. Some limitations I can't push past, and it saddens me.

nothing.

Whilst technically it's something that has made me unhappy my entire life, I am annoyed that I cannot ever seem to concentrate.

Meltdown.

Today will be 100 degrees Fahrenheit in Portland.

Reflecting on my life and how much I have regressed over the past three years is deeply depressing. Most men of my age can at least make eye contact.

the mammogram squeeze

I have strep.