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I'd probably go late at night, if we had a theater in my town.

I went to a movie once by myself, it was weird.

Drive-in theaters still exist?

Not in my area.

I went alone to see it cause no one wanted to go with me, the theatre was virtually empty, it was quite enjoyable.

^At a drive-in?

Drive ins are quite rare, I have not been to many in a while but at least you are not next to others.

We had a drive-in up til 7 or 8 years ago, around here.

fu*k.... that is all... -_-

one lousy drive in cinema in this whole state!

mum "cleaned" my room

We have to go to the next town to piss. Well, not really but what I'm saying is there isn't much around here.

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Deathchibi seem to have a bad day.. Keep your head up


I`m stuck thinking here (it hurts.. j/k)
i have a "problem" or something.

I have a sister, she has kids, amongst them a 10-12 year old
boy. Turns out theres this asperger-thing on both sides of my
family, my dad had it, is father and his brothers had it, and all
my mothers brothers have it. We are one weird familiy, i can
tell you that much right now always been, we`re the ones that
lurk in the shadows and goes bump in the night hehe

But here`s the thing. I didnt know of this until i was all grown
up. Now i see my sisters kid, who looks very much like me and
behaves the same way as i did at that age, and its painfully clear
he has it also. But no one knows, haven`t talked to my sister about
it.

Part of me knows that he`ll probably be better of if he and his
surroundings knew about it, i see him struggeling the same way i did
with many things and i see him "shut-out" the world and withdraw
into himself, and he`s so young. Another part of me knows that i
grew up to be a guy that dont need anything from anyone and take
care of myself. It was ruff growing up, but it made me hard, better fit
to survive as i got older. But really dont want him to have to go through
the same crap as i did.....dont know about this, guess i should try to talk
to his mother about it. (another problem is that she might have it also,
she`s been depressed for 10 years straight according to the docs, i dont know
about that..).

Tough one. Whether a child would be better off knowing they have Asperger's from an early age and getting support for it or having to tough it out and learn to make their own way is not an easy thing to figure out.

Yes, i`m a little clueless when it comes to this. And i`m not great
at talking with my sister either, we were at a "kill each other" point
some years ago, its cool now, but still.. a little uncomfortable. Guess
i`ll think some more about it, it bothers me to see a small kid having to
go through all that alone, know how it can feel all to well. And soon
his closing in on 16, my guess is he`s going to go bananas in a few years *shrug*
(sort of a tradition i`m afraid, the men in our family goes nuts at 16 most of them,
i went haywire myself).

But i have to say, i know i would not be the person i am today had i been
aware of this from an early age. I dont think i would have lowered my head
and screamed "take your best shot world but you better kill me if you try"
so much if i knew. I didnt know so i thought i just was a little slow at some things
and that made me try harder, and become harder over the years. Weird to think
about.. Dont think i would have tried so hard if i knew, because then i would have had an "excuse" in a way maybe. Because when i look back at my life now, i really tried hard.. damn i tried hard..and that has shaped me into who i am today. Not great in any way, but could be a lot worse i guess

But i know one thing. If i got a choice to start over again, i would do the same, i
wouldn`t want to know. Because not knowing made me work hard and be
sucsessful in many things i`ve tried to accomplish. I set goals i wanted to reach and
then i worked towards them, no matter how much blood, sweat and tears it costs. And
after a while that became part of me.

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