I confess.....

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I confess that I really want to cut myself, not just poke myself with a pin like I've been doing, and it's a darn good thing I don't have access to any kind of blade, because I'd absolutely go way overboard if I did.

I confess that I kind of miss being in the hospital for mental health reasons because of the amount of routine and classes I had some benefit from.

I confess that I absolutely feel like an outsider even among my own family, who are the people I'm closest to.

I confess that a temptation I have to inflict self-harm or go on a bloody rampage has still yet to go away, even though I have been getting help from a psychologist since last year.

I confess that i will always be bitter over the people who left and hurt me and i won't forgive them.

^ Thank you for saying that. I actually don't think this is a good thing, moving on would probably be better but i just don't have enough people around me to stop dwelling on the past.

I confess that i'm very stressed over my new job.

I confess I have the ability to sleep almost anywhere.
Quiet, noisy -- soft, rough, hard, smooth, smelly, stationary, rocking, moving, cold, hot, alone, crowded, etc... Even in several unsecured and unfamiliar places. I can even sleep over my alarm in such places.

Also I confess out of all 'needs', I hate the need for sleep the most for various of reasons.

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I confess I will be attending the opening evening of a free music festival (which begins tonight) that has free admission to all who will attend.

I confess, I sometimes wished I could have kept someone from a long time ago from heading unto unpleasant scenario;however, there was nothing I actually could do.

I confess that sometimes it's wonderful to take a break from the net, and when I do, I find myself reluctant to go back online.

I confess I enjoy listening to songs from a long time ago

I confess: I wish I had a (private) pool. I'd never get out of it in this heat if I did.

I confess. I do like living in this "nursing home" but the manager's beginning to piss me off because it seems like, every week, he has some new complain against me. Yesterday, he said my onion soup was stinking up the place. Two weeks ago he said I have to learn how to flush the toilet (?). Three weeks ago I received a letter from him saying I'd illegally downloaded a movie. One of my neighbors complained that I shouldn't be walking around barefoot otherwise the manager would get mad. Arrrghhh!

I confess that I too would like a private pool - that's the only way I'm ever going swimming again probably, due to self-harm scars I'm ashamed to show. I never was really a big swimmer, but I kind of miss it now after not having done it for several years. I confess, however, that I'm also far too lazy to want to maintain a pool myself

I confess that I'm really, truly tired of living and would be delighted if I could just go to sleep and not wake up - especially if it somehow meant that someone more deserving and/or who would make more use of the years would get to live them instead of me, sitting around doing nothing but existing, really, for the rest of the foreseeable future.

I confess that whenever I look at my arms, they look like the perfect place to stick something sharp, and I desperately want to see blood trickling down the curves - the only thing stopping me from doing it is that my parents are aware of my self-harm tendencies and have locked away all sharp things, so I don't have access to them. I confess that I do feel better for several days at least after I self-harm, but then the urge comes back, and I'm desperate for some way out of this cycle

I confess that I'm a thread killer

Or at least, there's usually a big gap between when I post and when the next person posts.