I do this "thing" that bothers me a little sometimes.. have a feeling
i`m not the only one who does it
If i meet for example someone in the street i haven`t seen in a while
they usually start the "hey, how are you doing, what are you doing these
days" and so on talk. 90% of the times i`m standing there behaving the way
"normal" people do and try to just fill out answers to the Q`s. But its just
so uninteressting, while i talk i think "oh my god!! this is so boring, have to get out of
here, how can this person be so interessted in these things.." and maybe i play
a song or two or go over a chessgame in my head, all while standing there, smiling,
acting "normal". In other words, i`m just not there at all, i`m miles away in my head.
And then its my turn, because when someone asks you how you are doing, its
polite to ask the same back i understand. Problem is, i never do. As soon as they
seem finished with the talking, i say "ok then, nice to see you, bye" and get the
hell away from there as fast as i can. Because i dont care, i have no need to know
anything about what they are doing or how they feel, i feel it as a little impolite of
me to ask about these things and dont fully get the need people have to do this.
It`s rude! its my personal buisness, keep your nose out or loose it. Humans are such
curious creators... weird - dont have that in me at all.
I`ve actually felt myself almost falling asleep standing up, out of strong boredome
when talking to someone like this. I just space out, cant take it. Guess alot of
people see me as a very rude, impolite figure because of it
oh well, rather that
then having to listen to all that bull and answer Q`s about myself that really are non
of their buisness at all! i find it a little offensive when people ask me personal things
like that. But, it seems to be the "normal" way of things when i look around.. weird
How does people do it i wonder.. i have no idea, alnost kills me sometimes, the
"how and what are you doing and what a beautiful weather we have" talks. One difference,
its no so bad on the phone and such, but face to face... oh god, thats just torture..
Standing there, smiling, trying my best to be nice and polite according to "normal" standards, while watching for an oportunity to just get out of there, fast *shrug* no wonder i
stay away from humans.. my cat friends never stick their noses in my peronal things
god bless them for that, smart creatures
Q: "So, what are you doing these day then?"
"normal" answer: blablablablablablablablaboooooooring
Correct answer according to me: That, is non of your buisness at all, and i`ll have
to ask you to keep out of my personal life, you are offending me with your Q`s. Goodbye.