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Trip's over, I'm back home.... what to do now?

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Feel free to talk to me, if you wish.

Every day is a gift- cherish it!

"A true, true friend helps a friend in need."

Google has gotten a lot dumber. If I put into my calendar "organize tax documents in folder," then I get a calendar item which reads "organize tax documents" and a location of Folder, Arkansas or something.

Then, when I'm driving on a very busy freeway, Google Maps wants me to press No, Thank You every few minutes when it comes up with a way to save three minutes by driving on somebody's street. I don't want to take my eyes off the numerous idiots which I have tagged, and I certainly don't feel thankful for having to tap my phone while driving.

It turns out, if you just ignore it and stay on course it all works out, but it's still unbelievably stupid. I'm screaming "expletive Google, stop expletive expletiving me with your expletive options which I DO NOT WANT!" I hope the other LA drivers don't assume I'm screaming at them and shoot me. LOL.

The place where wishes come true...is right here.

Sometimes I wonder if it's a total fluke that I get along as well as I do with the team that I volunteer alongside every Saturday.

I'm planning my next step in life. School is getting boring and I'm FINALLY going to see my counselor tomorrow.

Shionari...Shioumi.

I just handed in an assignment, 1hr 49 minutes late.
The tutor is under no obligation to mark it, and he's not very lenient.

Kill me.

I'm serious. I can't go down this road again.

^Neither can I.

I can help you live instead. PM me if you'd like to talk [though I'm going to bed soon, so I might not answer until tomorrow.]

(Sorry again for sporadicity)

When I was very young, one of my first friends was a girl called Emily (we were about 4/5). She lives near me. We played together all the time at school and at our houses. And then, when I was around 6, she didn't want to be my friend anymore. Her mother had told a teacher that she and I were together too often and that I wasn't giving her personal space often enough, and so I was forbidden from playing with her. The last time I saw her in person was in December 2005 (I was 6) before I moved schools after the Christmas break. Because we live in the same village, I did sometimes see Emily when I was out, but we've never stopped and talked. My mum really hates Emily's mum for what she did (she never talked to my mum about it, just went straight to the teacher). Now, there's a café in the village that I go to everyday, and one Saturday last December (I think it was Christmas Eve), my mum and I went there, and as we went in, we came face to face with Emily and her family, who were just leaving, for a split second. We didn't talk, we just walked straight past each other. And just now, I saw a photo of Emily on Facebook with her supposed boyfriend. It nearly brings tears to my eyes, knowing that that might have been me there.

I've been thinking about her quite a bit lately. I do miss her. I have been thinking about sending her a friend request on FB but I'm scared she'll decline it, and I don't know if she even remembers me. I would love to talk to her again. I would definitely be a better friend to her than I was, giving her personal space when she needs it, as I am a person who definitely needs personal space. Still, I think her mother might still not want me around her. But it would be nice to see her again.

Jrjones, LOL, I know the feeling, dealing with smart tech that isn't quite as smart as we'd like.

Racheypie, hugs, hope you're doing OK and that your tutor marks your paper. You certainly had a busy week in Germany, that's for sure.

Ocean, cool that you're facing your fears about going online... or is that not what you meant to say?

Catlover5, that's sad and all too common about childhood friends parting ways. I don't think most childhood friends ever have a chance at romance actually.

Hmmm...

Sure I had surpassed the grand barrier of anxiety and depression, and surpassed its' associations of my memories and experiences... From an intrusive beast that forced to define myself, into a mere info...

Heh..

I wonder if I could do this... With words? Which in turn words becomes powerless? That, without ignoring or ignorance or being deaf towards it. Same interest, but different input.
To make me more resistant towards psychological dealings. 'Rude' and 'polite' doesn't catch me off guard. Well, my own case of being an aspie already covered that up. Those were just cultural parts. I want something a bit deeper… Something more of a human and less of a construct.
When words do not alter me -- that it cannot heal nor hurt me, nor confuse nor driven me, for better or for worse.
I only seen a switch of this. An UNcontrolled switch that explains why sometimes I don't get hurt by a term, then get hurt at the same term even if it's out of context or relevance by the same person or tone.

Yes... This will be my next mental hack after I'm done with vigilance without anxiety or tension and this annoyance in my head and throat that makes tasteless water tastes like metal.

Gained Number Post Count (1).
Lose Time (n).

Lose more time here - Updates at least once a week.

Well, after a nice trip, back to work again.

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LIONS-STAMPEDERS-ELKS-ROUGHRIDERS-BLUE BOMBERS-TIGER-CATS-ARGONAUTS-REDBLACKS-ALOUETTES

The Canadian Football League - What We're Made Of

Feel free to talk to me, if you wish.

Every day is a gift- cherish it!

"A true, true friend helps a friend in need."

I'm getting faster at cycling to college!

Hey! I've got good news! who wants to geuss?

^^You've got a new video game, Miss Midnightstar?