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I might get some food.

I feel guilty now (as I should be)... I went to a birthday party for a family friend I have not seen in months. In this party there were a group of four kids all playing around, so at some point I decided to (awkwardly) interact with them. One of them from what I remember was said to be autistic (Aspie, just based on the fact that there wasn't much separating him from the others). While I was halfway playing with the others in my own awkward way, every time I would come across this boy... I would kinda gaze into the distance. I'm not sure what it was... me fearing I would do something wrong, or just... a part of me being defensive, worried what I might see in him as a possible reflection into what I was in the past. When I finally stopped being such a prat and glanced down at him, the biggest smile came across his face, and he exclaimed "He looked at me!"

Later on, they were all upstairs playing, and me being trying to be cautious, I stood by the stairs blocking it so they wouldn't accidentally fall down them, but for some reason or another, I moved away from them. While my guard was down, the same boy jumped down the first set of stairs, so I rushed over to him to make sure he didn't try that with the other set, and in that moment, I thought back to when I bolted across a street right as a car was coming. Not sure if I should just get this matter settled, or just bury it and keep it buried.

Living with other people again may lead to frequent overstimulation.

My neighbors are dicks. Who even leaves their 5 year old kid out to play in the middle of a busy road? The kid just got really beeped/shouted at by a road rage driver cause she nearly stepped into oncoming traffic chasing a ball.

Te Làoonn Lashepacaydelinoovinelloth.

Or we might have wanted to begin reading to you


jesus christ i've created a monster....

Is it weird that I come up with birthdays for fictional characters?

Yay, more daylight!

In other news, I'm gonna go out for a bit and go on a small journey.

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Feel free to talk to me, if you wish.

Every day is a gift- cherish it!

"A true, true friend helps a friend in need."

Midnightstar and TheSilentOne: I celebrate Cloud Strife's birthday [on August 11].

Loneliness. I am trying to retain the only friendship I have with my ex, but she doesn't want anything to do with me now that I am unemployed again.

I am almost 27, and I am beginning to suspect that I will never have any friends again. It's quite a depressing prospect.

Once upon a time there was you and me.

I just found my old psych evaluation.

For all my people that grew up being told
That they would be dead in the penitentiary;
It's about time they were grown
And then you wonder why?
They got depression, self-esteem, anxiety issue'... you know?
After so long you start to believe it.

When I went out with my brother the other day he told me that he was borrowing the car that belongs to my SIL's parents, whom they were staying with during their visit. He said that he couldn't let anything happen to the car, he kept expressing worry that something might happen to the car, and that if something *did* happen he'd have to get on the bus and never come back.

I hope he was only kidding. With my brother it's never easy to tell.