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Sleepiness and constant worrying/anxiety (both regular occurrences...)

I'm back in my bedroom again having to watch LOGO on my computer again because Waldos going through his usual pukefest. I'm just tired of everything right now. I want to cry. I'm tired of work - worked my ass off last night with no gd aides, didn't get any lunch, went to the bathroom once, and had a headache so bad I thought I was going to puke. Then my supervisor comes in to audit our handoff report and just kept telling us what we were doing wrong. We're short staffed and all they keep saying is what we're doing wrong. I just came home and cried. I feel so unappreciated. If it wasn't for the money and the fact that I can't go anywhere else until I get my same bachelor's degree, I'd be out of there. Now I'm having to clean up another mess with Waldo. Nothing good is happening anymore. I'm so damn depressed. I need to clean my place. I can't take this crap anymore. There's gotta be more to life than this. The only good thing is that my shoulder isn't hurting like it was. I'd like to start exercising again, but I don't want that pain back. Something has to change.

Migraine.

I gotten dressed to do laundry, but the weather messed up my day, it was raining, the weather people said nothing about rain.

heart burn.

CockneyRebel,

How sweet! I hope you are very successful making and selling your blankets.

Ay caramba... I experienced one of my worst nightmares... Not remembering my gmail password. I had to make a new account and ask my brother to help me sign up because apparently these days you need to use mobile phones to text you the verification codes (I don't have my own phone - I always thought it would be stupid of me to pay a lot of money for a phone since I would hardly ever use it to make phone calls or text others).

On the plus side that means I can now make new accounts for my fanfiction and itch.io stuff and start over with a clean slate for each. (Not that my other accounts had much content to begin with, just a dumb profile and a few favs.)

Had to get up early(early for us) because of a code inspection. We took a nap a while after they left but we could only rest for a couple hours before we had to get up to go to the laundromat. We took another nap for a couple hours after we were back for afew hours. We needed the naps but the naps & laundry kind of screwed up our day. I really should go to bed now cuz it's late & I'm getting tired.

This is just not my week. I feel like I'm going to have a nervous breakdown. Waldo finally stopped throwing up and is eating again. I'm planning on going to the knitting meeting tonight so I don't know what to expect when I come back - another puke fest? After my crappy weekend at work, I got a call from Employee Health wanting me to come in and answer questions about a patient. Supposedly a nurse got hurt and I had that same patient. The ones questioning me are OSHA. I believe that is an agency for working conditions. If they are asking me any questions about the working conditions this last weekend, it's not going to be good. We were very understaffed and it was unsafe for the patients. I hope I'm not going to have to say anything that will make the hospital look bad. I'm supposed to be on vacation and this is just a living hell. Nothing seems to be going right.

My mother.

My doctor sent my cannibas script to the wrong producer. f**k sakes, every task doctors are assigned they f**k it up.

I've been particularly clumsy lately, keep losing and/or dropping things, too. Broke another mug.