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Medi-Cal is California's local implementation of Medicaid using federal funds in conjunction with state funds. so if the sociopaths in DC now cut nearly a trillion dollar$$$$$$$$$$$ from Medicaid, then MediCal will certainly take a hit. however, there is a glimmer of hope on the horizon in that the talk of local universal health care in Cal. is rising to a fever pitch.

easy, come here in sjw pp

I feel useless.

Frustration that my ability to get my life back on track is delayed once more. I was that close on Thursday, but failed at nearly the last minute on a major test. I will have to go back for another test. Hope I pass this time.

My social worker was supposed to find out when my next appointment is with my psychiatrist and then call and let me know but she was off sick but I didn't know this, I was afraid she just didn't want to talk to me or see me anymore. So no calls from her at all and no answers when I call her as my anxiety and frustration builds and builds and I miss my appointment and I won't be able to see my stupid shrink quack now until July. But my medication was running out and I needed ALL of them refilled so finally my social worker faxes a message to the quack, but the quack only has one of my meds delivered to me, but it's not the one I DESPERATELY need refilled because I'm supposed to take four pills a day and I only now have three left in the whole bottle. So I went to the pharmacy but they said all they could do was fax quack shrink again but it's the weekend so he won't be there, he won't get the right pills sent to me before I run out so I'm going to suffer the withdrawl from an addictive and dangerous antidepressant they FORCED me to take!!

I'm depressed and angry and frustrated and it's just going to get worse and worse until I die or hurt someone. I was wrong, having autism IS horrible. Why not I've been wrong when it comes to everything else. If I wasn't on the spectrum I wouldn't have to put up with this crap, and I wouldn't have been bullied and trolled and put in homes and forced to take all kinds of horrible drugs! And I'd be able to cope with my own problems and not worry about the world's problems. And my sleep wouldn't be screwed up and I wouldn't need drugs just to get through the night. And I wouldn't be weird or creepy or a burden on society.

HAVING AUTISM *IS* BAD! IT *IS* A DISEASE, AND I *DO* NEED A CURE!! THERE, IS EVERYONE HAPPY NOW?!?

being approx. $146 poorer today.

^ am approximately $180 poorer than i was on friday.
till i get my check that is

some moron i work with wrote the wrong address on the ticket, for a delivery. (i work at a pizzeria). the address written corresponded to not a residence, but an upscale restaurant which, ironically, had a pizzeria attached. i thought "there's no way that can be right". i called the phone number on the ticket and the lady on the other end clarified that her adress wa not at 17, the number written, but at 718, a far longer drive away.

groan. still, i get how that could have been construed the wrong way.

i went there, a dude answered the door and it was all good.

(well, he's not a moron, i guess he just has a moronic bout)

fax in 2017, huh. either they're japanese of they really are quacks.

I feel that people see small snippets of who I am, and what I'm capable of. I'm not Wonder Woman obviously, but I think I have more depth than I am given credit for. I'm not perfect but I am quite capable in some ways. I guess that that knowledge just comes through time,,,

I noticed how much lint and random crud is on the carpet, even in the closet!

wrinkles getting harder to hide.

I overslept.

That's a great phrase.
I got all pissed off at people constantly arguing with me about everything and being aggressive all the time - every time anyone says anything there's an argument. I just cannot take them anymore, I want them to just shut up and go away.

I bought a butter yesterday but now I went to use it and it tastes awful

Having trouble putting my thoughts into words is what is getting me down today, I don't always feel like this but I do have my moments.

sibling feeling bad.

The company I worked for just a few days has finally paid me after three months but they paid less than they promised -_-