After Adam Lanza shot up Sandy Hook, I was depressed for three whole months. For the next three months after, a series of strange of events occurred. A nice and neatly organized bunch of unfortunate events just suspiciously and coincidentally packed together. Life took a piss on me and when I dodged it, my family got hit. Water Line Broke, Downstairs Toilet Broke and floods with everything that goes down a drain upstairs, The people we hire half-ass their jobs to fix it, cable line cut, tax refund disappears (and then some), Spring Break Vacation cancelled, required tasks requested by family members start taking time needed to complete college projects away from me, two months of unpaid mortgage payments, $40,000 student loan bill from when my parents were in college, an idiot runs over our mail box, dad quits his job, all hell was breaking loose, our sanity started depleting, The anniversary of Grandma's Death passed by (a terrible time for us all), and I can't take much more. I think I did the right thing dropping out of college.
This song describes my every frustration. I used to believe life was good until my delusion was shattered at such a time when I was starting to see light.
Don't tell me life's not fair. I know. I feel like I'm some sort of embodiment of the phrase.
[youtube]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xR6-5uzTwrE[/youtube]
This song might fit too I think. My past is regretful enough already.
[youtube]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ts7krIeoKnk[/youtube]
Just for once, no more regrets.
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I am sick, and in so being I am the healthy one.
If my darkness or eccentricness offends you, I don't really care.
I will not apologize for being me.