rosered wrote:
You don't like death metal music, don't wear black eyeliner, don't want to look like a corpse, don't enjoy being unhappy, aren't attracted to goth men(except marilyn manson).....
But do like wearing black, have a thing for all sharp objects, have blond hair,have tattoos(and want more)and generally enjoy inflicting pain
I don't know how old you are RoseRed, and I wouldn't want to be inappropriate. However there are other subcultures that wear black, have things for sharp objects and usually divides theirselves into those who love to give pain and those who love to receive pain. And they are not called Goths. If you are over 21 or 18, what ever makes you an adult in your area of residence I can give you a few sites that aren't gross or anything.
Merle