Pepe wrote:
Inexplicably strange.
You are a human,
Are you not?
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The jury is still out on that one.
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I got asked that same question by someone else once in a similar conversation.
Pepe wrote:
The effect of caffeine seems to circumvent "the stop and think before talking/doing" circuit in me.
Curious.
Whereas for me it seems to work as an off switch. I remember back in school we did a science experiment on the effects of caffeine, where we had to test our partner's reaction times before and after. So I decided to be the one writing down the times, because I was aware that if I were the one being tested it would throw off the results. I also had my lab partner read out the times to me because otherwise there was a chance I might read the numbers incorrectly (I have visual processing issues, sometimes numbers switch around).
Anyway, getting back to the caffeine, I have some thoughts. It doesn't seem to be related to the sugar, since I've tried it without sugar. Even when I have completely plain coffee- no milk and sugar- I still get tired. Dark, strong coffee just works faster at making me drowsy. Perhaps it is related to my metabolism. My body could be breaking it down too quickly, skipping the buzz of energy part and going straight to the crash stage. I doubt that I have much built up tolerance for it, I don't have coffee that often. The only times I have manged to feel a slight buzz was when I consumed it late in the evening/night. Which only lasted for under a minute.
I remember having it once, and I had the urge to jolt my arm outwards suddenly. So I did. I thought "Oh, this must be the buzz people talk about". Then I yawned and my thoughts started to feel a little fuzzy. Once I walked back to this holiday resort I was staying at, I soon fell asleep on a sofa. I wonder if it's just in my head sometimes.
The tiredness leads to a lack of focus. I become forgetful, my thoughts feel fuzzy, and I reach a state of relaxation where I'm rather zoned out. The strangest thing is how slow my reflexes and reactions become. I apologise to anyone who's ever tried to have a conversation with me after I've had coffee.
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Sometimes I can be incredibly focused. Especially if I'm somewhere that helps clear up my chronic sinus issues. There are days where I just wake up and I feel like a completely different person. I once had that happen when I was writing an essay I'd been stuck on for a while. Something seemed to click. I made more progress on that essay in one day then I had in three weeks, my thought process was inexplicably clearer. I felt like brain fog that I had previously been unaware of had miraculously cleared. Trouble is, I tend to create rather unpredictably.
"Why can't you work like you did when *insert time here*?"
"You don't understand, I was having a really good day!"
"What?"
"What?"
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Usually I feel like I'm performing at 70%, have days where it's more like 34% or lower, and then random spikes where I'm at 100% and I wonder why I can't always think that clearly.
Dear brain, what is going on in there?
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