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Doing a little wifi modem config testing. Channel changing, external antenna testing etc. The Huawei E5186 seems to work best stock standard.

I washed my hair.

Raining.
Flood warning.
Lotsa rain.

My kitty.

I may be slightly drunk.

From what I've read, this is true:

John Lennon and Paul McCartney were the best of friends, but just before John was shot dead, he and Paul had a huge falling out and the last thing Paul said to John was "f**k off".

He had no idea that would be the last time he would ever see John alive.

The one thing he did say was, "The last thing I said to John was to f**k off and I regret that to this day"

He didn't know John was going to die.

As the saying goes, 'don't go to bed mad' because you never know when the last time you see those you love will be.

Cockney, we all have our faults. None of us are perfect. It's just a matter of being able to look beyond those imperfections and "seeing" the true person behind those imperfections. Forgiving one another for those imperfections and loving the person behind them.

Sometimes, we've just got to grow up. Stop blaming each other for our own imperfections and theirs and just grasp the meaning behind it all. To see that we all have flaws and imperfections - and to forgive and tolerate each others ways - no one understands this. No one knows why we are here but all we can be certain of is that all we have is each other.

Don't throw away the ones who really love you. Because, there is no one else.

None of us know where we are going. We're all just as clueless as each other. Life is a dark road. It's scary. The best we can do is be kind and forgiving of one another.

I think, sometimes when I drink certain things in certain combinations and in certain doses and am at a certain stage of tiredness, I don't get drunk but seem to come into contact with a higher being. I'm a skeptical person but it is what it is and I've experienced it too many times to dismiss it. I become affected and light headed , but not in a drunken stupor, like I usually do - like I should be. I become wise. (after the combination of what I've had to drink, I should have passed out ages ago - but it doesn't go that way for me)

Shamanism

I gain a certain wisdom. I no longer speak the drivel or respond to posts in one or two silly sentences the way I usually do, that everyone overlooks.

I make sense even to me. I surprise even myself with some of the wisdom I write and have to keep re-reading some of the stuff I write because even I can't believe it came from me.

This is not an ego thing. I, as my usual self am an idiot but after times like this, I don't know where this stuff comes from. It's certainly not from my mind and I feel, 'in touch'. I don't know how to describe that but I sure as hell know the stuff (below) I wrote didn't come from my mind:

I also know 'stuff' I shouldn't know. I've blown so many people away knowing stuff that they knew and I had NO WAY of knowing it and told them.

My Mother was the same (before her dementia). She used to read cards but gave it up after she predicted a death in the family and it came true.

My Mother and I used to have a mental link.

My 'premonitions' usually come to me when I'm in that half awake - half asleep state between the hours of 8:00am-8:30am in the morning. Sometimes, people will just say something to me and I'll talk about it like I know it - know things about it (or them - the person they're talking about) and they think I must somehow know the person but I don't. Things just "come to mind". I can picture it/them as I'm talking about them.

As I said, I'm a very scientific, skeptical person but I've personally witnessed and witnessed stuff my Mum used to do/see that I don't know what to make of it. All I know is that it's weird and it's true and it's happened so many times now, even I can't just palm it of as coincidence. Some of the stuff I've "known"/experienced couldn't even be explained by coincidence. I JUST KNEW IT and the people I've been talking to also KNEW there was no way I could have known.

I remember one night, when I was talking with my Iraqi friends (and I've never been out of Australia), they were talking about this guy in Iraq that they knew. They told me his name and I told them what he looked like, how old he was, how he dressed, that he was an Imam, where he lived, the car he drove and described his family. That one even blew me away but I could just see it. For a while there, even though they were my friends, I was starting to think they might have thought I was a spy and was getting rather fearful of my life. They were 'rough' guys but they knew I had no way of knowing and they were really freaked out.

This is all true stuff. Believe it or don't believe it but it really happened - and SO much more.

This is my thread. As I said, I'm not even expecting anyone else to visit or see this stuff but I just want to get it down for my sake - to make a record of all the things that have happened in my life. Natural mostly but supernatural as well - because both are as real and factual as each other in my life.

I know things

This is my thread. It is meant only for me. I'm not expecting other people to visit it any more.

When it first appeared in the forum listings, then I expected some hits but now it's old news which is the way I intended it to go and it would fade off into the unvisited history of threads never visited and it would become all mine - just as I intended it to be in the first place.

I'm not lying to myself. There would be no point. The reason I'm writing this stuff is to keep a journal of my life events
Including all the weird stuff that's happened to me and my Mum.

LOL....you're doing a lot better than I should I create a thread for myself.

You've had a more interesting life than I did...and that's cool.

You've experienced the down and dirty...and maybe something spiritual (I'm not a believer, though I don't totally preclude it).

Reminds me of my baby BN201 (credit and thanks to my friend traffic200)

We Aspies are smart. We're just not built to operate in a world like this. But because we're smart, we learn to adapt and fit in to some degree.