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^There's no need to feel embarrassed, either. Let's see, what's an embarrassing thing from my childhood...? Oh, for the few dolls I had, I always took their clothes off for no reason.

I don't know what I want to do.
Or what I want in my life.

This is a difficult predicament.

I'm gonna start by just trying a bunch of different things until I find something I like.

Focusing on being less of a robot and more of a human.

Humanhood is hard.

MidnightStar16, if it makes you feel any better, I'm 12 years older than you and I have a plush Big Mac from Build a Bear.

sometimes they die.

sometimes people only visit once every few days don't post a hole lot and they can last for years, or not at all.

other times people join, immediately dive head first into the forum and eventually get burnt out, with nothing left to say. so they leave, or take long breaks. i think that happened to me last year. user turnover happens after some time, and threads eventually start to repeat. original content can be lacking, thus it's a welcome sight.

the culture on this site is distressingly negative. i can hardly blame other people for leaving once they have had enough of the misery, NT blame and general....awkwardness?
not that i have anything to compare it to, this is the only forum i have ever really been a member of.

some of us are fine, though, and we can even find great friends.



one can still catch me doing that

i have a "thing" for dolls, mannequins, figurines.



thanks she was very close to having a stroke, she is home and better now.



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Man I'm really starting to regret putting my 2DS into storage, because seeing all the Pokemon-related content on here is making me really want to play Moon again and purchase X or Y. Ah, It would be a dream come true to have an entire team consisting of all of the starters from both Sun/Moon and X/Y! (Which if I'm not mistaken should be theoretically possible through use of the Pokemon Bank...)

all problems come from other people.

I have an interview for something important tomorrow, and feel very squiggly with nerves and all over the place. My parents seem highly positive about the whole outcome as it were, but I have utterly no conviction in any positive outcome, ever. Somewhere along the line I feel like I purposefully mutilated my expectations of events to only extend from the 'bad to the worst' and nothing more, because expecting more feels dangerous.

Man, it's going to be warm this week....

I agree with pretty much all of this.

Glad your grandma's better now.

I don't enjoy this site near as much as I used to. It's actually a chore to come back for the RP, along with Lilli saying they "were pissed at me." Nobody that wasn't related to me was mad enough to say that.

I said that?? Ignore me, I must've been grumpy and really tired and hungry that morning.

It's a few pages back, but.
I'm so sorry.

Actually it's the other way round. All problems are created by one's mind, since the mind is effective at that kind of thing.


^^Hugs for both of you! Also, there's no need for you to apologize, Midnightstar. You've done nothing wrong.

No man no problem anyway.

The only thing worse than making phone calls is playing "phone-tag" with what you hope to be a future employer. I was supposed to have an interview tomorrow, but they pushed it back to Wednesday or Thursday. I just know I'm going to be incredibly anxious until then. Hopefully it will all be worth it in the end.