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If my mom lives through the rest of her lifespan, I'm more than willing to take care of her until the rest of her life. I love her enough to take the honor and responsibility.

If not, I have 3 main choices:
One, stay close with my relatives, help them bit by bit.. I may have some choices, or not as I have to take account of others.
Two, I'll disappear. Cut my contacts, and maybe fake my death. Then, move on and get a new identity. I'll be whatever I could ever be, for better or for worse.
Three, I'll become a hermit. Maintain autonomy and anonymity somewhere.

If none of the three, well... I dunno.

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I don't understand how having my curtains shut during the day affects anyone else. I am the only one in here.
I asked how it affects them and they said 'it just does'. So now I have light flooding into my room, and they are presumably happier (?)
Leave me alone. I'm sad and scared and I'm trying to get past it, or at least close down.
The dark was helping.

I'm told this is one of those days I shouldn't be anywhere.

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"Standing on a well-chilled cinder, we see the fading of the suns, and try to recall the vanished brilliance of the origin of the worlds."
-Georges Lemaitre
"I fly through hyperspace, in my green computer interface"
-Gem Tos

^ How does one achieve that?

I want to send a certain person a friend request, but I'm too scared to do it.

I am surprised that we have even been able to exchange messages thus far. >w<

why are some autistic pple here seem/act normal and other autistic pple here seem/act not normal as if they have serious issues in the head?

i am not normal in the head myself. i wasn't trying to be rude. i only want to understand why some come off as ret*d, although other pple with high functioning autism act normal.

this is true! don't be "nice hypocrite" to me. have some respect for yourself and tell the truth as you see it.

f**k them nice people as long as they lie and lie

they want to be ( loved " ) by everybody so the deny the truth and lie. liars. f**k them

What's wrong with wanting to be loved? Everyone craves that at some point in their life.

Being loved by everyone seems like a bit much.

^Nevermind, then.

I guess everyone had me go.

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"Standing on a well-chilled cinder, we see the fading of the suns, and try to recall the vanished brilliance of the origin of the worlds."
-Georges Lemaitre
"I fly through hyperspace, in my green computer interface"
-Gem Tos