22 Jul 2017, 9:48 am
cecilfienkelstien
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22 Jul 2017, 1:38 pm
22 Jul 2017, 8:45 pm
I expressed myself to certain people via a bunch of questionnaires... it was very well done; the questions the questionnaires told were actually about things I experienced.
No just an intelligent, very experienced and informed patient with autism.
As for my good news, I finally figured out why I have been itching insanely for the last 8 months. Chronic Idiopathic Uriticaria and the treatment, Xolair a once a month injection which previously would have been unaffordable at $800+/month I've learned was just added to my province's public health plan on June 2017 which means I will get it for free and I meet all the limited use code criteria to qualify.
When I see this Allergist/Immunologist he can just show up, confirm what I already know, and then can just sit there and twiddle his thumbs because I will have just completely his job and all the useless doctors over the past how many years before he even has a chance to sit down.
One less problem in my BS ridden life. I also won two games of Bingo at the hospital beating out 20 other patients, fixed 2 patient's smart phones, and won a game of cards today. All accomplished while severely sleep deprived for the past 3 days, which is going to be fixed tonight as well with the Clonidine I smuggled into the psych ward will knock me out cold.
22 Jul 2017, 9:41 pm
22 Jul 2017, 9:45 pm
Several people on Earth not ignoring me.
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"Standing on a well-chilled cinder, we see the fading of the suns, and try to recall the vanished brilliance of the origin of the worlds."
-Georges Lemaitre
"I fly through hyperspace, in my green computer interface"
-Gem Tos
22 Jul 2017, 10:24 pm
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yeah sometimes you want them to interact with you.
sometimes you want them to leave you alone.
sometimes they act like they are morally innocent and "helping" you. but they are just bothering you.
as an autist, it takes a lot more energy for me to imagine a NT's perspective, than for an NT to imagine another NT's perspective. then when i guess how they will respond to something, i am wrong, more often than NTs are wrong about other NTs. then when they respond unfavorably, they sometimes respond more unfavorably then i ever imagined.
and when they respond favorably, it is like: whooptie do.
then what? then the other party and i go holding hands skipping off, into the sunset? 
seriously there is something wrong with everything.
the older i get the more i feel like precious lil "most people" are not worth the Cost Benefit Analysis it takes to interact with them.
23 Jul 2017, 8:22 am
I'm not dead. It's a straight up miracle. I never take that for granted, the fact that I am still alive. Never. While I'm alive I've got a shot, and despite all the inadequacies of my life, that's all that matters. 
23 Jul 2017, 9:35 am
cecilfienkelstien
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23 Jul 2017, 9:57 am
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24 Jul 2017, 10:28 am
cecilfienkelstien
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24 Jul 2017, 11:19 am
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24 Jul 2017, 11:31 am
I got rid of the fly!
24 Jul 2017, 2:09 pm
24 Jul 2017, 5:10 pm
Lillikoi
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24 Jul 2017, 9:56 pm
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