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He is Swedish rock musician Tomas Ledin, Blooiejagwa. Now 68 and still good looking. I have never met him but I have communicated with him online and he is really nice. I even have his home address.

Oh thanks. I thought it was that actor Paul Rudd.
It's cool that he communicated with you.


I had a friend in college who was infatuated with Elijah wood ..

she actually managed to get his real email from some mutual contacts and chatted with him online. she told him she cuts herself etc and he was advising her to get therapy and not to. And she said i will stop if I can marry you.
He stopped replying after that.
She told me all this to illustrate his kindness but to me that sounded really sad as I didn't know that she did that... Sad because a person confided in a stranger such a big thing. Not the people close to her.

So happy for Nadal and Istomin's successes last week at the tournaments in which they competed

I can’t stand my mom’s fiancee. All he does is make butt jokes and interrupt my conversations with my mom who I rarely spend time with one on one. He’s a good guy and treats my mom well but that’s the only thing I like about him.

Paul Rudd is actually decent looking and I can see the resemblance.

I prefer to hang out with my stuffed animals and watch YouTube than travel and go to parties

I feel like the only person who thinks traveling abroad sounds frightening and intimidating, not fun.

My brain is unhinged in the evenings.

Am I just so emotionally immature, severely imbalanced or just too egocentric to truly acknowledge, that it took me over 2 decades to even discern between intellectual acceptance from emotional acceptance?

Intellectually 'knowing' and 'processed' yet not much beyond that.
Emotionally 'not knowing' and largely 'unprocessed' that it is burning out parts of me that I kept being in the dark about.



With bigger ironies of sensitivities -- being autistic, supposedly an empath, born a female, matriarch-like influences, 'warm' cultures, etc.

I'm 'built' to be that social type of aspie, and yet I have the different desires and wanted to function as the opposite of it.


As if... I either was born in the wrong 'setup' type of autism that factors my birth and upbringing, or born with a mismatching personality or a type of ego that may or may not came out of nowhere.
Why does an asocial 'personality' have a 'setup built' that suits the socially willing??
Or, why does one built for socializing and emotion have an asocial personality??

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The way people treat their friendships and relationships so casually makes me feel so used and that in turn makes me so angry i can't stand it. I never want to see that ex friend again.

If I don’t have to leave the house I don’t bother getting dressed.

I have agoraphobia and I am pathetic

I associate red velvet cake with feeling loved. When I eat it I always need the first and last piece.