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I have no genitals!
What happened to my genitals!

The upper and lower canine teeth on the left side (my left) of my mouth are slightly chipped and lack points. I don't know how or when they became chipped. Good information to know in case my decomposed corpse needs to be identified.

I have what appear to be bone spurs on the top of my left foot (which mercifully means that they don’t cause pain or anything, they’re really just... there).

My SPED teacher, who knew me more than most people, says my autism is like a hybrid.

I have all the traits of autism.
And yet I'm classed as an aspie as diagnosis suggests.


I kinda wonder exactly does she mean by 'all' and 'hybrid'?

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I might say that I am a hybrid of autistic/schizophrenic-schizotypal-schizoid and NT/NVLD. I had diagnoses of schizotypal disorder and Asperger's at the same time very often, but I do not have severe symptoms of schizophrenia spectrum conditions or many classic signs of ASD. I have also a severe form of OCD since above 11 years or at least can think so.

I have a problem because I did many very evil things in my childhood and earlier adolescence which were at least similar to crimes. Despite the fact that I (at least almost completely) did not drink alcohol after my first Holy Communion when I was below 9 years old. I also did not smoke marijuana, use cocaine, amphetamine, heroin or other classic intoxicants, I also have not smoked a cigarette in my life at all. I did not say vulgar words almost completely since my childhood but I committed very bad deeds before having 16th birtday.

I picked red currants today for about six hours. It was pleasant activity.

I used the Internet a lot today. Probably above four hours only on laptop.

I think that it is shameful and humilitating that human "arsenic" stinks. "Arsenic" is for me a synonym of "buttocks" due to the fact that some of first letters of the name of the chemical element with atomic number 33 form rude word for rear end in British English (which looks funny for my mentality).

I got up from bed ("seriously") only after 1 p.m. today, I was quite sleepy before getting up.

I may think that having an "arsenic" (which consists of two buttocks, gluteal cleft and anus) is shameful for a human and even its shape may be associated with humilitation. Naming regio glutealis "arsenic" is very funny for me and my mentality likes it.

Someone on Polish AS forum thinks that I do not have ASD at all and that I have PSD (psychotic spectrum disorder) instead of it (quite moderate schizophrenia). And it is a fact that I do not have many ASD traits despite the fact that I received diagnosis of Asperger syndrome easily when I was about 17 years old.

I get 40 mg of paroxetine and 200 mg of sulpiride "at morning" regularly and 50 mg of "normal" quetiapine and 50 mg of quetiapine SR near evening regularly since some months.

I prefer milk chocolate over dark chocolate (of course, that may only seem the less popular choice because the rest of my family loves dark chocolate, don’t know how people in general tend to feel about it). I blame my hypersensitive sense of taste for that, dark is probably too strong for me.

I love white chocolate, even though it’s not actually chocolate.

I love pumpkin spice, but only in certain things - I really like it, but I also think it really doesn’t need to be in absolutely everything, so I’m conflicted when it’s pumpkin spice season.

I typically will really want eggnog over the holiday season, but I have just one glass and enjoy it, and that’s enough for me until next year.

My back is usually ramrod straight due to constantly being told to “sit up straight” since childhood. I was often confused because my back was straight. It turns out the problem is that I slump my shoulders too far forward, which makes it look like I’m slouching.

I picked red currants for about three hours today, about 5 p.m. and 8 p.m. I started using laptop today only after 9 p.m. I saw a cat of my grandmother today before going to pick fruits, it was sweet she-cat and she might meow when she had seen me. Cats are often very, very cute. They appearance is bliss-giving. These animals are wonderful.

I got up "seriously" about 11:30 a.m. today, if I remember it well. I was somewhat sleepy before that time. I had strange dreams during sleeping, which happens to me really often. Some dreams were definitely unpleasant.

I think that selenium is not more metallic than carbon or phosphorus. I concluded that all three elements have properties between nonmetals and metalloids. I dislike the situation in which Se is classified as a metalloid and C or P are classified as nonmetals at the same time. Sublimation point of graphite is freakingly high in comparison to boiling points of other elements commonly classified as nonmetals (not as metalloids and, of course, metals).

I was in the city which is the seat of county in which I live only two times in last four months because of coronavirus. In my locality there is much less buses now than a year ago because of the pandemic.

I walked quite a lot at afternoon today (about 4:30 p.m. - 7:30 p.m.). During walking (or staying between walks) I prayed quite a lot, for example I said more than ten mysteries of rosary. I watered some vegetables (tomatoes, leeks, celeries) about sunset and after it today also. I started using computer only after 9 p.m. today (the same was yesterday). I do not want to use laptop for more than a hour today (before midnight).