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I feel like a nitwit. Want to know why? Check this little blooper out:
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Wonder what's going to happen next in politics with Trump as President

Work war 3

Genocide

Laws making abortion illegal

Talking to people online that I've known in real life seems to have such a terrible success rate. Which isn't to say I have social skills in person, I don't, but in person these same people will talk to me even if I don't say much back. Then online, even if they start the conversation, they'll say one or two things and then nothing. It feels like a test that I don't understand so I fail over and over.

It's frustrating because if they wanted to open up to me I wouldn't mind it. But they either expect a certain response that I can't possibly guess or they chicken out. Why, when I'm the last person that can judge anyone?

^How do you respond to the little things they say? If someone doesn't give me much of a response, I assume they're either not interested in talking to me, or they're deeply involved in something.

Air quality

Now that I am 34, I feel morally obliged to waste less time and energy pitying myself and more time and energy pitying someone else

Plenty of minors under 18:

are homeless
Not enough to eat
Disease, disabilities
Got raped
Child labor

Compared to them I am just a spoiled brat in the United States

For example, not once in my "life", thus far, have I been homeless, not had enough to eat. Gotten raped

Plenty of children live in households that violate the Child Protective services laws



While my "life" has always had problems, nobody lives a perfect life

And there is no absolute definition of perfection

And if it was perfect, then what? Whooptie do

Someone else's life might appear better than mine, but I see only the surface. They could have problems that I do not know about. They do not have to tell me. And I did not spy on them

Besides even if someone else's life is perfect, it is just perfect at that moment

Anyone could get framed for a crime or raped









Now that I am 34 , plenty of people my age have 16 year old children, have PhDs. Doctors lawyers engineers. All sort of high skill job.

Plenty of people got murdered or died from other cause when they were younger than me

My sister's friend's brother dropped dead at age 33

When he was 12 his mom told him that he "stole" orange juice from the fridge and "lied" about it. His punishment was getting grounded to his room six weeks

His mom made him get a job at age 12 and pay her 100 bucks rent per month

But he still enlisted for six year in the Air Force. He got a master's degree in electrical engineering and worked as an electrical engineer

On the surface maybe he appeared to have a good life

He was white, cisgender, skinny, tall, NT and looked normal

But appearance sometimes deceive

So I feel ashamed for not enlisting in the Air Force

And I am not contributing anything positive to the milky way

Indeed I am just a public nuisance

youtube looks different. the activate dark theme button makes it less ugly maybe

Too lazy and cowardly to get a job or friends

Nothing to do

Sitting outside Whole Foods enjoying the wifi

Wishing I could get breast reduction surgery

But feeling ashamed because for every Mack Briggs, there are plenty of trans kids that got raped and murdered

Yesterday, I.. Somehow got exposed on a bursting can spray of air fresher for about several minutes.

How was it that the air inside it felt like ice cold??

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Has anyone ever died from extreme chronic constipation?

what can i do to be of use?

Sleepy, not hungry. Want to eat before sleeping, but no energy.