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I'm a bit paranoid about having a brain aneurysm

My joints are like Rice Krispies - snap, crackle, pop. Fortunately they don’t feel near as bad as they sound.

I enjoy cats and dogs, but I will always be a dog person.

I wrote quite many "anti-maltheistic" posts about "thoughts" of my mentality about Divine Justice in most of abrahamic religions during last minutes.

IMO someone might consider that fear of eternal conscious torment made me psychotic, schizophrenic and delusional.

A text about NDEs (near-death experiences) on one of Catholic pages indignated my mentality because it was written in it that people with NDE have no doubts that sinners go to hell.

My mentality wants no torment (also temporal, not only eternal) after death for anyone! Even no torment for the biggest sinner!

I don't chew on pencils or pens or anything similar.
I'd likely chew on my fingers or skin instead.

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I love to chew as a stim, but can't stand the feel of biting my nails, or pens/pencils. Sometimes I'll be on my computer with headphones plugged in and suddenly realize I've been nibbling on the cord without noticing

I have to try not to chew too much, though, because it aggravates my TMD.

I don't have a hard past. My past is far, far from tragic -- it's nothing severe.

To sum up;
I wasn't abused.
I wasn't a victim of any crime.
I wasn't exploited.
I wasn't groomed and manipulated.
I wasn't singled out.
I wasn't deprived of necessity.
I wasn't thought I was a burden.

And I wasn't weak, helpless or defenceless should the situation came.
Along with all other sorts of situations and circumstances that might be.


If anything?? I'm very fragile in some way, thus I suffered still because it's unwarranted.
And didn't damn like it.
Turns out it's really just my damn head in a damn cycle.

My head being hard on myself:
Because I don't have a hard past, so why be hard on myself when I don't have a hard past, so be hard on myself because of feeling hard on myself because I don't have a hard past to show and justify that I should be hard on myself...

And those cycles are over.

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I am both asexual and asocial.

I have been on EBT for the past two years.

I’m a witch and I work with the egyptian gods and goddesses

I generally sort of look like a weird twelve year old boy with grey hair.

I got my hair cut the other day and it only made it worse.



I really like the haircut though.

I meet with my current case worker (who has been assigned to me since last summer) every Friday at 12 PM.

For the most part, I genuinely hate the human race.

I cannot ride a bicycle because I have seizures even with a helmet on.

I sit on my floor more often than I sit on my couch.