Midnightstar16
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06 Mar 2017, 10:08 pm
Only four hours before I can dig in
I knew it! Happy early birthday!
06 Mar 2017, 10:38 pm
Send help 
Too much rock for one thread
06 Mar 2017, 10:39 pm
Midnightstar16
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06 Mar 2017, 10:39 pm
I have a new picture! Who wants to see it? 
06 Mar 2017, 10:41 pm
No one,
lulz
No its alright, I am joking, go ahead.
06 Mar 2017, 10:43 pm
06 Mar 2017, 10:47 pm
No one,
lulz
No its alright, I am joking, go ahead.
Did I just run you off to another thread?
There was no need for that, also you draw quite well actually
Midnightstar16
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06 Mar 2017, 10:47 pm
See? This took me half of today. 
And I was wanting Laura to grow up with me but noooo, I had to go ahead and cure my phobia of growing up. 
Also I forgot to color her Laura's ear and necklace... Another glaringly obious slip up.
06 Mar 2017, 10:51 pm
Thank God,
All we need now is for me to not stab myself every time I have axinety and stop trying to kill myself over BS that is already said and done maybe we can actually have a mature community of coherency.
Midnightstar16
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06 Mar 2017, 10:57 pm
06 Mar 2017, 10:59 pm
Which one?
I can't remember cause of my excellent memory, in fact without going back, I have no idea what I posted a few days ago
No its getting harder to trigger me on a daily bases, I am caring less and less. Flashbacks are beginning to not even bother me
Midnightstar16
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06 Mar 2017, 11:01 pm
That moment when you were mentally out of order temporarily like you do every few weeks? I'm trying to say it without causing another one..
06 Mar 2017, 11:03 pm
I have had a flashback all day and haven't hurt myself, I am pretty indestructible right now...
Was it the haven post? That was just blowing off steam. I still can't remember lulz
You know that great memory and all
Midnightstar16
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06 Mar 2017, 11:06 pm
06 Mar 2017, 11:09 pm
Those aren't breakdowns,
Those are true feelings of not giving a flying F,
They just tend to come out sometimes,
They only reason I am here is to have some kind of social life but all I do it F it up like all my others so I probably will F leave, I have wanted to for a while but I would like to do so in a way that doesn't make it look like I have killed myself which I can't do when I am posting about it every five minutes.
Social life and "I am alive" notes are really the only reason I come here.
Sometimes I need to remind myself I am alive too
06 Mar 2017, 11:15 pm
