07 Mar 2017, 9:36 pm
Ah F it, I don't care...
I brought drugs... from like... wow...
The godfather basically 
I had a meltdown, I couldn't take another day without, it wasn't much, in fact its gone, they can come but like... the freaking godfather...
I am not afraid of cops, I am afraid of who I just got involved with
07 Mar 2017, 9:40 pm
I brought drugs... from like... wow...
The godfather basically
I had a meltdown, I couldn't take another day without, it wasn't much, in fact its gone, they can come but like... the freaking godfather...
I am not afraid of cops, I am afraid of who I just got involved with
as long as you don't owe them anything, you'll probably be okay. sounds more desperate than stupid.
Midnightstar16
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07 Mar 2017, 9:44 pm
And I love him like you wouldn't believe.
He's autistic too so we think we only need to speak to each other if there is a practical concern.
It wouldn't occur to either of us to call just to say hi.
That could be quite awkward.
We do communicate on Facebook, usually send each other funny pics etc.
I have video called him once.
He lives a long way away from me.
Thank goodness for Facebook then.
I hope you get to see him soon.Froya, speaking of trips, that's cool that you're going to see your stepsister and that you share an interest.
Did you find it difficult to make the plans with her?
Only four hours before I can dig in
Happy birthday
what would your ideal cake look like? Did you build anything special in Minecraft because it's your birthday?Also, I have FLAC files from back in the day but nowadays, I just purchase digital versions or use Youtube or a cloud music service. Except for live concerts, probably best to use a lossless codec for those just in case right? If for no other reason than to create gapless playback? I don't know how to do that with MP3 or M4A.
Edit: just saw your last couple of posts DCJ.
Did you actually do something serious?Huh?? Raleigh has a son? Since when?
07 Mar 2017, 9:45 pm
I brought drugs... from like... wow...
The godfather basically
I had a meltdown, I couldn't take another day without, it wasn't much, in fact its gone, they can come but like... the freaking godfather...
I am not afraid of cops, I am afraid of who I just got involved with
as long as you don't owe them anything, you'll probably be okay. sounds more desperate than stupid.
I am amazed I am alive actually, I was informed that most go threw his employees
Yes employees
HowToGetMurdered.jpg
Okay... My heart is beating fast and was before I did anything
Yeah I am desperate, and a low life, maybe I don't know.
But to Froya, my feelings had nothing to do with anyone here and I don't think anyone can handle the feelings I had actually, completely worthless, pull the trigger, no hope
I am better but still screwed up because it won't last and there is just nothing to live for
07 Mar 2017, 9:48 pm
07 Mar 2017, 9:51 pm
No I do will ever be successful,
I am loser,
I have no resources,
I have no friends,
I have no family,
I should have ate the bullet in 2015
07 Mar 2017, 9:52 pm
My brother did to me,
He screwed me up emotionally,
He tortured me,
Slowly,
As I begged
07 Mar 2017, 9:53 pm
I am breaking bad
Very bad...
Worst then EVER before
07 Mar 2017, 9:54 pm
07 Mar 2017, 9:58 pm
Wow the Mafia has some good weed lulz
I was very sure I was going to kill myself, I am alright now
07 Mar 2017, 10:05 pm
07 Mar 2017, 10:14 pm
Well I may have created a permanent problem with my temporary solution tonight
Just gonna hibernate like I planned and fly under the radar that I just made beep and go crazy 
Midnightstar16
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07 Mar 2017, 10:17 pm
07 Mar 2017, 10:30 pm
Just gonna hibernate like I planned and fly under the radar that I just made beep and go crazy
see how clever you are? you just turned my positive statement negative wittily. use half that intelligence and energy toward being happy and you'll go far.
07 Mar 2017, 10:37 pm
Oh I am pretty happy actually though disappointed that I can't have a normal birthday with being crazy,
Though myself got a good look at what drives me to drugs when it is such a clear bad decision and its PTSD
I think the fact that I didn't know social rules have made it worse, I have tried to seek help in ways that are less then socially acceptable cause I didn't know what to do.
I am completely broken actually,
I can't help but wonder if this is why drug and alcohol use is so high amongst veterans, not comparing myself to that cause I am no where near as respectable, but just purely from a PTSD stand point.
07 Mar 2017, 10:39 pm
