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21 Sep 2017, 5:39 am

Having some trouble with my hands.
Pins and needles, feel like my fingers want to cramp up.

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21 Sep 2017, 10:22 am

Worth living? Wakarunai.

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"A memory is something that has to be consciously recalled, right? But it's different from a memory locked deep within your heart. Words aren't the only way to tell someone how you feel...As long as I'm with you, as long as you're by my side, I won't give up even if I'm scared." Tifa Lockheart, Final Fantasy VII

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21 Sep 2017, 10:43 am

Old school acid house is on my mind.

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21 Sep 2017, 10:55 am

Wakarimasen. Wakarimasen.

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21 Sep 2017, 2:00 pm

October seemed light years away last week, but all of a sudden I'm enrolled officially into my module, in contact with my new tutor and assigned dates for my online tutorials. Now I can think of a billion other things I should be doing, as I have a certain way of organising my studies...
Nonetheless, going part-time instead of full-time I realise is the only way I can continue my education. I've had to accept I'm not like my siblings and can't just steamroll through 3 years at a brick uni. I am more determined than ever to get there - when I'm good and ready.

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21 Sep 2017, 2:06 pm

The event I'm looking forward to later today and tomorrow

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21 Sep 2017, 3:03 pm

i could fall asleep, come back much later just to find myself still there.

what was i thinking of?

i can't remember.

i just stare.

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21 Sep 2017, 3:08 pm

Trying to get to know about more people here on WrongPlanet.

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21 Sep 2017, 3:18 pm

Freezing my credit. Everyone in the US should probably do so. Clark Howard at clark.com has a guide to how to freeze your credit at Equifax, Experian, and TransUnion.

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21 Sep 2017, 3:24 pm

The flipping road traffic census, or what ever they call it.

Two days on a run I've been caught in it.

Both times in rush hour on a major thoroughfare.

They gave me a form to fill in and I could win a £50 shopping voucher.

They can f**k off, they're not keeping tabs on my whereabouts.

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21 Sep 2017, 11:06 pm

Boredom doesn't help depression any. It's helpful if I at least have things to distract me. Having a job would at least give me something to do... but I'm still not having any luck finding one.

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22 Sep 2017, 12:31 am

i could care less about my teeth.

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22 Sep 2017, 8:07 am

Dragons and demons

The older I get the less excitement I want

What you call boredom, other autistics call obsessive compulsive disorder

What you call excitement other autistics call Adrenal Fatigue

:heart:

Plenty of jobs are boring.

Especially the jobs that I qualify for

And sometimes the job description makes the job sound not that boring

For example when I worked as a data entry clerk. It was typing letters a to Z and numbers 0 to 9. Forty hour a week. That is much more boring than not having a job

:lol:

Some jobs sound exciting or interesting. But you get there and it is not that interesting

You can't measure boredom

Getting raped is exciting

Excitement is not inherently good or bad

:arrow:

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22 Sep 2017, 9:06 am

shortfatbalduglyman wrote:

Plenty of jobs are boring.

Especially the jobs that I qualify for

And sometimes the job description makes the job sound not that boring

For example when I worked as a data entry clerk. It was typing letters a to Z and numbers 0 to 9. Forty hour a week. That is much more boring than not having a job

:lol:

Some jobs sound exciting or interesting. But you get there and it is not that interesting

You can't measure boredom

Getting raped is exciting

Excitement is not inherently good or bad

:arrow:

Yeah, the one job I had was pretty boring - just cleaning bathrooms, emptying trash, and sweeping the floor. A lot of jobs are just doing the same thing every day. I don't want excitement so much as distraction. Personally I don't really like a lot of excitement even if it's for a good reason - it tends to be overwhelming for me. I guess I'm just looking for something that might help keep my mind off the depression and urge to self-harm. That's where my mind tends to go if it isn't otherwise occupied.

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22 Sep 2017, 9:07 am

I think I really am going to go ahead with trying to get the chronic headaches diagnosed as something again. No one was ever able to give me a satisfactory explanation, many CAT scans / MRIs / assorted machines later. I think this much ibuprofen is probably poisonous and I'm sick of living with the kind of pain that even I can feel.

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22 Sep 2017, 4:00 pm

This "Aspies are more highly evolved" crap really annoys me.

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