auntblabby
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Sleepy. 
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auntblabby
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22 Jul 2018, 1:57 pm
Relaxed
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23 Jul 2018, 3:16 am
Cathy Lynn
Usually sleep feels refreshing.
In the morning my energy level is the highest.
Around two pm it is the lowest.
Lately I go to bed eight to nine pm and wake up four to five am.
For a long time I have not accomplished much of anything
Besides the internship
But that is just twenty hours a week
And it's not hard in any way. Thus far.
It does not make good use of my education
Thus far everyone appears nice
Thus far
It is a 
good type of tired
But my body has gotten so weak
Aging process
35 year olds just don't have the energy of 12 year olds
And I was never too energetic to begin with
When I was trying to walk around the lake yesterday, felt anemic or something
According to the scale, did not gain weight recently
Suspect scale malfunction
Mostly disappointed and frustrated with almost everyone and myself
"Life" is going nowhere 
Loitering and panhandling the days away
The aikido instructor moved to a different state. And now, besides one classmate and the current counselor, I don't feel like I can confide in anyone 
Counseling ends November this year
Then insurance stops paying
Sometimes counseling feels good at the time, but it might not be beneficial for the long term
In any rate, I am not wasting 75 bucks an hour for someone to sit around talking to me
The counselor hasn't taken any action or risk
It's not like she went outside the office and got rid of homophobia
She's just preaching to the choir
One client at a time
And she has the clients addresses
And she gets 75 bucks an hour
"Is helping people important to you?" She asked me
Wtf 
"Helping people"?
JROTC cadet Peter Wang allegedly held the door open for dozens of students and teachers.
As a result Peter got shot and killed
Peter was only fifteen years old
The current counselor is sixty years old
"Helping" sounds like a euphemism
Too good of a term
"Actions speak louder than words"
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