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08 Mar 2017, 8:35 pm

^Is there any way I can help you feel better?


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08 Mar 2017, 8:38 pm

Kuraudo7777 wrote:
^Is there any way I can help you feel better?


I don't think so...

But I am destroying my eardums with my birthday gift I brought myself lulz

Thoughts are manageable,

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08 Mar 2017, 8:41 pm


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08 Mar 2017, 8:42 pm

Max volume :evil:



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08 Mar 2017, 8:46 pm


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08 Mar 2017, 8:51 pm

^I've heard of that band.


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08 Mar 2017, 8:51 pm

Remember that posts in haven where I wanted to be beat and abused and murdered in the most brutal way possible?

That is how I feel right now :cry:



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08 Mar 2017, 8:54 pm

I felt a similar way, once.

I can only give you all the love and light I have. :heart:
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08 Mar 2017, 9:02 pm

Well at a minimum, I love my new iPod thingy.

Maybe I'll just go sleep with it 8O :mrgreen:

Everything else is F and broken,

But I suppose I always find something to live for when everything else is F and broken, sometimes that happens to be smokable which... probably isn't great... sometimes its other things...

I guess that makes me pretty selfish, but suicide is selfish, cracking a bottle everyday is selfish :roll:

But wanting to live as a burden is selfish, perhaps Raleigh can relate, perhaps someone relates.

If I took my life last night, I would have never disappointed another person ever again :skull: :skull:



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08 Mar 2017, 9:04 pm


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08 Mar 2017, 9:05 pm

And I have disappointed everyone :oops:



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08 Mar 2017, 9:06 pm

^You haven't disappointed me in any way, shape, or form. :scratch:


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08 Mar 2017, 9:08 pm

Kuraudo7777 wrote:
^You haven't disappointed me in any way, shape, or form. :scratch:


I disappointed my family, I disappointed my friends, I disappointed myself, I disappointed my colleagues, peers and everyone who has ever stood for me :cry:



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08 Mar 2017, 9:17 pm

There maybe a percentage of the population that can't be helped,

Kinda of like this anonymous dude in one of the groups I was in that had basically committed every type of crime by the time he was eight years old. I think I might be in that percentage, with bad experiences and whatever the F is wrong with me, just mixes right and poof, I am gone.

If this wasn't the case, no one would ever take their own life :cry:



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08 Mar 2017, 9:30 pm

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Myash, have a hug from the Lillikoi department. ((((DCJ)))) :mrgreen: :heart:

Happy late birthday. I am still working on the birthday thing which was mentioned earlier this week. I hope to be done by the weekend. :cat: