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That'd be the severe mental illness that makes me more vulnerable to SARS-CoV-2, and last I read it was near the top but behind something like solid organ transplant. Haldol only points to one thing. I don't care about this, which might be because of said mental illness. I guess it's to do with the altered immune response, as they controlled for other variables. Though, it's only 5 times higher for death, which isn't that bad considering. It'd turn Omicron into Delta for me, so no biggie.

My right ear got hit hard simply because of being left-handed but right-eye dominant, hence my head was canted so my right ear caught most of the blasts. I don't know if the tinnitus or dizziness/balance issues are worst there (hearing loss isn't much of an issue, and it's only one ear; noise doesn't hurt my right ear like it does the left).

I went to the Space Needle to celebrate my graduation.

I celebrate today the 213th birthday from Charles Darwin.

To be fair, I haven't always been a random autistic loser. I was once a random undiagnosed autistic loser. Seriously though, I learnt a lot from life and training in my early life about this bad guy stuff, so I should be fair on myself; stuff I sought out myself and also forced onto me, and I...succeeded (yes, that's hard to say, as I don't like admitting success).

I avoid eating chocolate as much as possible in part because of its level of saturated fat.

The nicest thing a person has said to me in that mostly peaceful world is that I'm very gentle. Kinda melted me on the spot. Which probably doesn't seem like much, but my self-hatred and all that over here.

I guess those simple things are what get me. That means [infinitely] more to me when I know it's genuine than as if someone bought me a car or something.

I did have a nice time in Antwerp during a street-art-walk last sunday.

I can't recall a single time I've told someone that I've caught them in a lie. There have been some doozies, too. Like, things I should end relationships over.

The biggest issue with me, out in the that painful but mostly peaceful world, isn't actually anything to do with my personality, disabilities or anything similar, and no one has complained there when it's at the individual interpersonal level -- I always pull my own and don't complain. The issue is far bigger: I'm a magnet for trouble. I'm a simple man that tries to live a simple life, but time after time, trouble comes along. I keep on thinking, "Yeah, that'll be the last of it because you can't keep on landing on Heads." It keeps on coming. Even when it's just me here.

I'm at the point of just considering myself lucky.

It get impatient and uptight too easily.

When I was a kid I used to climb out my bedroom window at night to sneak around and look in my neighbours' windows.
My neighbours were an older couple.
They always talked about their daughter, Gloria.
Maybe I didn't understand at that age that Gloria was probably 30+ years old and had her own life.
I thought she was hidden in the house somewhere
And I wanted to see her.
I must have been one creepy kid.

Nah….you had that normal kid curiosity…

I was more of a knock door run kid myself.
I climbed out my bathroom window as a kid once....never tried it again....
Kinda dangerous and scary, lucky I didn't fck myself up...

I greatly respect the boundaries of others, which is good.

Sadly, when it comes to myself, I don't have much; it was non-existent until I eventually learned to at least put physical under "don't step on", but even now, I can still be emotionally and socially abused, walked all over and easily manipulated, which is why my mother fears certain things with me but not others (I can handle myself in some ways, but not at all in others). People can't hurt you if you keep them away.

I thought "I shot the sheriff" was true, so I wanted the radio announcers to bust Eric Clapton.