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I was able to blend in never because of masking.
Unless restraint or self control itself is a form of social masking.

Me without restraint is usually very invasive and very violent instead of just repetitive, rigid, awkward and weird.

I never bothered hiding any weird part.
The rigid part is actually so loose, I have to be more rigid than I should be, thus self control.

The repetitive part sometimes comes up by itself.
And the awkward part actually happens if I don't do timing well at certain moments -- doing it wrong, leads to be prone to an unfortunate conditional like permission based mindset.

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I took all kinds of dance classes as a kid. Ballet, Modern, Tap, Street...and I'm still terrible. Am I going to dance anyway? Yes.

I color a new picture at least once a week.

now and then i am sensible and lucid.

I get 4 hours of sleep a night and wake up at 7 am for school

^^^WOW that is TOUGH. you are strong to be able to do that and not get worn down and out.

I do get worn out, and then I become more productive during the evenings.

^^^that means you're extra-strong to be able to recover in the same day.

i have found life is more peaceful if one ceases to take anything personally, no matter what.

My mood and energy levels are affected very little, if at all, by weather conditions (temperature, cloudiness, precipitation, time of year, etc.). And no, it is not because I stay indoors regardless, I take my dog for at least one walk every day.

My favorite time to be outside is when it is in the fifties (Fahrenheit) and raining lightly. Not staying inside with a cozy blanket and a good book, going for a walk outside (with an umbrella and a jacket). Fortunately my dog also doesn’t mind rain unless it’s absolutely pouring.

I actually have a language disorder (verbal and written), but you'll rarely see it as it improved markedly over time. Autism there. Sometimes, it still makes it hard to understand others if it's emotive or even just directed at me, so I just shut down from it all at the time (I tend to focus on just parts of a sentence, for example), as a couple of things are working together. This has likely led to misunderstandings on my part as I fail to understand the true meaning/intent. I like to think I'm normal when it comes to speech/writing, but I'm a little aberrant. I can misinterpret things, especially when it's not based in facts.

I should know better, but I tend to forget/overlook what I need to do: slow and steady.

Sometimes, I imagine myself driving an EV car, but thankfully it will never happen.