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I'm somewhat addicted to energy drinks and cigars.

I'm 'somewhat' addicted to oxygen

It is unknown how much trauma I actually have.

Either I have it and expressed it differently and subtly and it's largely untreated and it's getting worse.
Or actually don't and have it really lucky at that aspect and I'm just aging badly and too soon...

If and if I actually have it bad in usual cases of AS, then...
Where's the nightmares?
Where's the chronic anxiety?
Where's the worrying and fear??
Where's the need for assurance and insecurity??
Where's the loneliness and isolation?

I know how to summon inner voices, both negative and positive. It's just getting negative.
The subtle issues came first before the blatant negativity. It's just that I know how to forgive myself at anyturn, but enough is enough.

All I get is bouts of inappropriate anger I've been fighting since I was 5 or so.
It's what made me a pessimist for most part and I don't know where it came from.
It's not like I ever hid that fact from anyone, and anyone well read enough would see it from a mile away.

And I just grow more overwhelmed, unreliable and confused.
It's not even about changes anymore -- my responsibilities didn't changed much -- it was even lighter now!..

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Lose more time here - Updates at least once a week.

i'm addicted to making things sound and look and feel better.

I need a haircut....it's so long and irritating.

i haven't gotten a real haircut in 5 years.

How long is your hair? Mine is up to my bottom.

^^^just like what it says in the lyrics to "Hair" mine stopped by itself about mid-back. i don't have my sister's "crystal gale" hair genes as she had hers grown down to below her tuchas.

I've cut my own hair for about 30 years or more. These days I use a clipper with a #8 extension. I don't cut it any shorter because I probably have alopecia and the shorter my hair is the the more patchy it looks.

I have an addictive personality. I have no other reason to still be here.

My ears are so hairy I shave them. It's very easy to nick my ears doing that, so I have to be extra careful.

when i was a kid my ears were several sizes larger than my head which in turn was about 2 sizes too large for my body. i got lots of grief from the other stoooopid kids over that.

I have a small head.

Think sometimes my brain might be broken ……. But may haVe bandaides for it .