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I am wondering what to eat?
Just a snack I think.

I should probably broil my steaks tonight.

Because of Kiki's topic: the Canadian series Night Heat.

I'm getting really tired of being treated like I'm extremely fragile just because now the full extent of my mental health issues is known. I'm not any different than I was two weeks ago, I don't need to be treated any differently than I was then. I was watching horror movies and using scissors only as they're intended to be used and stuff then - why do people suddenly think I can't be trusted to do things like that now?

Boo.

I'm on financial aid warning and I feel bad because my education is important to my mother but I don't care about my education. It worst because she does too much for me but I am determined to get off financial aid warning next semester

The fact that I almost made it into my own little Froopyland with Shadow until I was woken up by my mother who yelled at me to make her food >:C

All this week I stayed away from people and remained inside with Waldo and I have no regrets. I actually cried again the other day about what happened with those petitions and most people would probably just tell me to get over it already, but I think it changed the way I think about people. I really thought that most people had good in them, but I think it's the other way - it's only about themselves. Whatever it takes to get what they want, they will lie, cheat and steal no matter what it does to anyone else. I had that happen where I live, with 25+ year friendships, with family - what else is there? There is actually no one that I can trust. I could trust someone, but she died. Pa's gone and we didn't have a good relationship, but that doesn't make it easier. Mary's upsetting me too. They are supposed to try to get a lawyer to check the election because even Jimmy knows in his heart it was rigged, but when it gets down to the real fight, they always back out. I never backed out! I fought to the end even with the decks and going to the City. Now Mary said if I don't hear back from them, after Christmas she is going to go down to City Hall to see what's going on. You know why she's fighting for the City Hall to do something? Because my.name is on it! Everyone knows I went down to turn them in. She's just a f'n pansy just like all the rest - use me to do the dirty work. She couldn't even fight those petitions and had to resign when the fight got a little tough. She always talks big like she's going to do something, but talk is cheap. I'm better off staying away from people because all I want to do is kick them all in the ass. People make me sick.

It's been cold outside all day...
It's even warmer at air conditioned malls, and they don't have a heater.

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Hoping that the Robber-Barons will not ruin my life..

I think my current lack of motivation comes from anxiety. But, I have a lot to do.

Beelzemon

It feels like luxury since I had my back molar out in Tuesday.

Wanting more food now because I only ate an apple and a can of tropical fruit for lunch.

Of all that I am, I am also the opposite