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I love tea. It doesn't screw with my mind and emotion the way that coffee and energy drinks to. It doesn't give me a buzz and stiffen my lip.

I love tea too

I used to really love liquorice and blackcurrant sweets me

The lies people have told about me are the most interesting part about me

I love pretzels hard and soft.

I already have 4 feet of Dacron arteries.
They want to replace another 4 feet from thighs to shins.
I wonder if I can convince the anaesthetist to avoid propofol and fluranes as I like to remember the pre-pass out buzz.

What I can't do with my legs, I make up for the world over with my hands and creativity.

A huge bulk of the rock music that I enjoy was released in 1965.

That's funny. That's the year my favourite show first aired.

I was born in the wrong country.

I feel like I was born in the wrong body.

Nope, not gender dysphoria.
Not body dysphoria either.
And not simple social dysphoria either.

It's this existence.

My name, my gender, my upbringing, my thoughts, my feelings, this family, this culture, this life...

Everything.

Like...
I couldn't accept living as a human.

Under this name. Under this... Person... Under whatever roles she's playing.
And I don't wanna be 'her'.

Like... Why can't someone else live this life?
I'm sure someone would want to take my place. But instead, it's me.

And I don't like it.

No, it's not about the nasty circumstances and all that is unpleasant feeling as a person.
No, the wrongness I feel is towards existing as a human and as this person in particular.

Like I don't wanna be born here.
Cause it's fricking boring and confusing.

It's like...
... I shouldn't be here.

By here, I do not mean this house, the people or the society.

I meant this life.
This lifetime.



If I die, I'd probably just be ready to not reborn again.

To do that, I have to fix those shite-whatevers piled up by past lives, stupid decisions and intergenerational issues.

In a single lifetime???
In this particular person's life???

Uhhhh...--!!

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I have a hard time drinking just water. It has to be Mio or Crystal Light.

I always wet my toothbrush before applying toothpaste. Then dampen it again prior to brushing. Why. No idea

Gordon Lightfoot is my favourite solo artist.