Just when I think I'm safe, I have another friend metaphorically pack up their bags and leave my life unexpectedly. I don't know why this keeps happening. I try to be kind and a good friend to everybody. Only thing I can think of is that we haven't talked in a bit. It hurts. Granted, this wasn't my most stable friend and they were someone I only talked to online and never in person (not someone I met here, in case you were wondering). I wonder if this has more to do with them and not me. They once asked me for a favor and I offered to do it for them, but they never allowed me to actually help.
I'm sure this is a very vague post, but I can't stop thinking about this situation.
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"Have you never seen something so mad, so extraordinary... That just for one second, you think that there might be more out there?" -Gwen Cooper, Torchwood