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Waking early.

Post Office strike here in Canada.

I woke up cold.

Yeah it's actually starting to get cold out here.

i'm experiencing intense back pain

My girlfreind's been having a tooth ache for a while now & it's giving her a bad headache & she's having a hard time sleeping cuz of pain today & last night. We also don't want to be downstairs cuz the neighbors' base is way to loud again like usual & being down there is making her tooth/teeth hurt more. I told her we're going to the health center tomorrow & scheduling her a dental appointment. We have some other stuff to do but I'll push for us to go to the health center 1st. She rathers deal with things like that on her own but it doesn't seem to be getting any better.

It was daylight savings this morning, I woke up to go to the bathroom, I thought it was 4:30 AM, it was 5:30, I forgot my phone has daylight savings time. It can take me a while to go to the bathroom, cuz I needed to put on my boot.

Woke early again.

A worker decided to renew my food stamps, so I have to take bank statements in to be reviewed again. It's just unessary to me.

I got the autistic diagnosis at 25, but I've also had trauma in my life. It's been told to me my hyper-awareness is from PTSD and that I tend to get psychosis when I am having depression because of the conflicted thinking that comes from the type of trauma I went through.

I was told that from two nurse practitioners who are well experienced and seen the effects of my type of trauma in others.

I fully understand, I sincerely & honorably apologize for not accepting your autistic diagnosis initially .Anyways, I have moderate depression though, no known sub related effects or phenomena, yes I take medication;however, I realize that there are often many co-morbid phenomena which often can plaque a person. I hope your able to find some amount of serenity.

My brother has had a stroke.

I'm so sorry! Is he going to be OK? My brother and I suffered strokes as well. We're both relatively intact now.
Best wishes for a strong recovery.

Always maintain a positive attitude of healing.

Thanks.
The nurse practitioners and others at inpatient told me that I probably don't have autism. It's just the PTSD has similarities when it comes to things such as sensitivities. It's up to me to get tested again for autism and for PTSD. I know I've had psychosis before with depression. What they are saying may be true that I may not have autism.
It may be PTSD instead.

I'm just a little light headed. I may be having a hard time explaining. I hope this post is easier to understand.