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I have problems defining "a date".
In my mind I have only ever been on one date.
Only once have I invited a romantic interest to go out...well... anywhere, and that was pretty awkward. I think because I was trying way too hard to act normal, despite having no clue of even my own expectations of normality.
So how do I relate my...umm...romantic history with not dating?
I assume that after the initial meeting everywhere we went was mutually decided, but wouldn't that still be a date? It doesn't seem to count in my head. Why do I see "dating" as requiring an invitation from one party?

I'm a freak of a nature.

A couple of pieces of toast and a glass of milk usually sorts me out if I get the munchies

As religious as I am, I think my time is better spend selling my goods at the flea market on Sundays.

I use public transportation to get to my church every Saturday.

I never smoke a bong without using a bong filter. For those of you unfamiliar with a bong filter it is a rubber cone and the disc shaped filter fits inside the cone (Google bong filter to learn more about it if you are interested)

One thing that always made me feel good about myself is making women laugh.
It kind of takes the edge off it when she also gets that look... The one saying "Stop making me laugh you bastard I'm about to piss myself"

Age huh?

I can never trust a person who reckons to be an empath

I'm scared of rhubarb

I never look as cool as I think I should when I look in the mirror

But the person in the mirror thinks you're cool

that's funny

I never thought I'd have a future growing up.

My language processing and learning issues is not a reaction nor a byproduct of any negative circumstances.

It did not came from my education, my preferences, my habits, my experiences related to writing, reading, spelling, listening, speaking...
It did not came from duress, negative interactions, trauma, injury or mental illness and it's behavioral effects, lack of practice, lack of motivation, nor lack of confidence.
It's not even an inherited trait.

But it can, will and did worsen with it.
And did affect my experience, my circumstances, my choices and options in life.



My language processing and learning issues is a particularly primary effect of my own hardwired neurodivergence.

And it's particularly off, overly compensated, had to be something I have to be limited spending time over instead, unreliable and as unnatural as using my non dominant hand, never getting used to it and it can even make my head 'overwork'...

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I go through absolutely loads of kitchen roll me