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Having an unexpected seizure at a restaurant where I ate lunch earlier today.

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That must have been scary!

As for me, I have had a funny twitch in my left eyelid.

Grogginess

My girlfriend comes back tomorrow from spending the weekend with her parents. She has a package at the UPS store she texted me & asked me to pick up for her. The site just says you need ID & tracking number which she texted me. I walked there & was told that she has to call the store in order for someone to pick up a package for her. I mentioned how the site didn't say anything about that & the woman said it's a policy that store has & not UPS. Damn store's making it as complicated as f#ck by keeping everyone in the dark about it. I think the customer who was in the store with me had that problem too. I tried calling Cass but she didn't answer her phone so I called her dad & he said she was sleeping & didn't wanna wake her which I can understand so I just walked home.

Librarian was very rude to me, all because I wanted to use a debit card for a 50 cent book.

Feeling distracted during my final exam, which finished about one hour ago.

My lower leg been little bit hurting & my bad foot is sooo numb, I HATE that the top of my foot feels so tight that it hurts. I have not feel 100% myself today, I been little tired today, I got to bed very very late last night, I slept till after 11, but my body didn’t completely wake up.

I looked at my grades and realized that I have all Bs and Cs which means Im not going to have a high enough GPA to transfer

anxiety.

That there really needs to be a better way of resolving lost passwords, as I never did hear back from Alex or any other website administrator regarding this issue..

There is a lot of trauma, depression and anxiety in my family right now and I feel burdened to manage it for everyone. I don't have the skills because I have Complex PTSD with my own trauma, depression and anxiety, I have severe alexithymia and I have selective mutism. It's very hard for me to express what I'm thinking or feeling or to demonstrate empathy in the ways they need. I want to solve everyone's problems by saying "Do X-Y-Z" with my 'male' brain, but I can't solve these problems. Not only are these problems unsolvable, but that isn't what my family wants from me. They want me to comfort them, be nurturing and be emotional. I can lie awake in bed worrying all night about each person while feeling crushed with empathy but when I see them or interact I shut down. I'm carrying so much weight I feel like I'm going to crumble. My BP was back up in the 170s today but I don't dare tell anyone lest they worry about me or I add to their own burden. It's at the point everyone in the family has secrets from each other to save each other from stress, but somehow all the secrets and all the burden has been confided in me. At times I feel like I truly can't deal.

Just venting. Arggg.

Some people can't seem to understand that just cause, I have a fascination with things that does not necessarily translate into a career occupation immediately. Depending upon the various employers within your community and their overall work productivity needs kinda determines if they will be hiring people.

The local news websites either run the same news pieces for days, or they run a news piece 3 or 4 days after its been shown on TV.

If they're going to run the same news piece, then why not update it on a daily basis as new details emerge?

If they're going to be late with a news piece, then why present is as "Exclusive" and "Breaking News"?

Stupid journalism majors ...